gero ;)

2010-03-06T00:23:00.003+08:00

HEY EARTHLINGSS! i haave changed my blogg!!

SEE YAA! :D

MST. yucks!

2009-12-06T16:31:00.004+08:00

EXAMS!! EXAMS! EXAMS!
Worst period of life!
Sad! why do we hav MST?!
ISN't the quizes in the past were much more better!
Topics SCATTERED into different quizes with diff weightage!!
NOT LIKE NOW! omg! so many topics squeezed into one test!
WADS wrong with the old system, i just dun understand!*GRUMPY!
damn! so many things so little time!
RAHH! lastminlastmin lastmin TTM! Damn! why cant i like study when sch starts!?!
Things would be so much easier? HAHA!
Saying is so much easier!!
Just hope that i could change this laid back attitude of mines!
FOR my future! RAHH! jyjyjy geroo!!!

Anticipated.

2009-09-09T02:45:00.005+08:00

Kinda looking forward to our 3rd year anni.
Hmm.. wondering how would it goes like..
IDEAL:
Bouquet of flowers.
sweet-looking handmade gift.
Romantic ambience restaurant.
Relax and chill after event.
With many photos taken to mark that very special date.
CHATS and laughters.

Hmm.. quite not realistic, i guess cos BF is freaking tired after the AOH thingy,
hmm.. maybe it will turn out to be..
NON-IDEAL:
cannot fix the location for dinner - quarrel
no gift and flowers - Quarrel
Very tired after his run - quarrel
Chui face - no pictures taken
So many quarrels where got time to chit chat
Lol.
SIghed.. Hope it wont turn out to be like this.
But even if thats our fate, then just relax and hope for the better in future.
He will always still be my one and only.

LOVE ya.

Tiredd. Muscule aches. SLEEP.

uninterested.

2009-09-08T01:50:00.003+08:00

Just do what you should do and couldn't care less.
Do stuffs that you don't regret in the future.
Aspire and aim higher, for you urself and no one else.
Be proud of urself, dun let others bring eu down.

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

opinionated.

2009-08-07T00:37:00.006+08:00

Sometimes i really don't know.

I always believed in something and wanting to convey it to ppl,

but it often seems wrong.

My opinions, who cares really.

Just heal the world.

Maybe i am just too concern just only with myself.
WHATEVER!

I just want her painting to be up there in my new bedroom.
Exactly the right spot, but the painting that i am buying is smaller than this, i guess.

For attractive lips, speak of words of kindness.

For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.

For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.

For poise, walk with knowledge that you will never be alone.

- Audrey Hepburn.

I love her smile.

Looking forward till the day we meet.

Encouraged.

2009-08-04T00:50:00.005+08:00

Accomplished some stuffs during training.

But there's something that cant be improved in sucha short time.

Patience is what it takes and of course, focus and being determined.

Work hard, dun regret.

If you want a rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain.

Thanks, girl.

2009-08-02T00:57:00.002+08:00

Kinda love my blog song.
cannt stop listening to it..
"everybody's changing and i dont feel de same.."
Communication really works.
And i am feeling so pleased with us now.
Hope time stops. But, nah, i know we can go thru this together.
smile.
All misunderstandings were cleared after a very long chat.
I love chitty-chatty, there's always a climax
and then a happy ending.
hehehee!
Some simple stuffs he did
just melted me that easily.
OMG.
But, I think he's the only person
that can affect me so much in my emotions.
I think he is trying his very best
to become better but I just cant see it.
Kinda guilty that i only thought of myself, my own feelings.
But, not his..
Hmm, i guess such things really need to talk face to face
then you would realize each other's thoughts and feelings.
Now, lets just treasure the good times with each other's company.
Time is short but we are happy, so whatever.

at ease.

2009-07-29T21:46:00.008+08:00

Went out with my BELOVED meanie jiejie
and the SICKSICK minnie pearl KORKOR!!!
AHAHAHAHAH! *sick!
The SI meanie haven fully recovered for her illness yet,
so decided to get her a cute balloon
that says 'get well soon' with a elmo.
And the PEARLY bro was LATE, so made him take the balloon
from city hall to somerset. HAHA! like too lenient leh =p
We went Orchard central and there wasn't much ppl yet
as it was newly open in town i guess.
After that then we went to the fruit paradise and
placed the cute balloon there and reserved the window seat.
Then just wait for the AH pui JIEJIE to come..
LOL! then meanwhile we chatted alot cos so long nv catch up with him
cos he was SICK SICK SICK!! The 3 HTHTPs all sick! WTH!
heng they all recovered almost le!
These sick ppl ah keep wannting to go out, still say sleep till very sian. *eyes rolling
Then, after meeting the MEANIE POK! FINALLY!
then we brought her to the place
she still dunno the balloon was for her
and tot is other pple seat LOL! waliao!
i initially still thought she might sees the GET WELL SOON
and no more suprises
cos i can see it from the escalator there
LOL! then she didnt see it!
HAis the ZHI SHANG ah dunno negative or wad
LOL!! kidding kidding!
So we ordered 3 super delicious fruit pie heheheh!

Fruit paradise!
at orchard central.

Melon tart with rare cheese.

It's his and look at the expression below..

Splendid!

Now Meanie's apple tart.

OMG!! Delicious! SAN ZHA LOL!!!!

Yummy!!

This is mine.
Chocolate strawberry.
Very obvious right?
HAHAH! cannot stand their face.
LOL! act yi ge like the tart sooooo delicious!
But its really damn tasty lar! HAHA

My day was indeed fun and
cannot stop laughing irritatingly.
HAHAHAAH!!

Hopeful.

2009-07-27T00:58:00.003+08:00

A good talk is what we need, a sucessful one indeed.
Success in telling what I really felt all this while
bcos i thought it would be a disappointing one
and fast ending conversation. But, it didnt.
Real glad, everything'll be fine, high hopes*
We did lots of stuffs together this weekends,
being so spoiled again by him, guiltyness BUT
wadever, we really enjoyed ourselves.

Hope she get well soon and get her voice back.
See her suffering by her sore throat and coughs,
just make me feel worried and somemore getting worst.
Shouldnt have ask her to go out, LAUGHTERS are a must for the both of us.
People around us tends to get irritated by our laughters. Now she cant laugh so do I.
Sad, meanie must talk and laugh loud loud faster
cos she's the most chirpy bff, I've got.
And dun feel so depressed about things that get eu so stressed up!
Slowly one step at a time, things will be just right.

Tml still got a last match for POLite.
Goodnight,everyone.
Hope my HTHTPs recovers soon* worried.

Love, GERO.

I'll be the one for you, promise.

2009-07-22T13:01:00.003+08:00

Things doesn't goes as smooth as i tot, it could be.
They just gotten worst.
Some things that has been mentioned were what i really felt it was,
but nothing was done to make it better.
Maybe its kinda late for such conversation,
but i think that's really how i felt and wanted all this while
Why every words of mines to you,
they were just words that i meant to hurt you..
Why didn't you realized actually those words were coming from deep down inside.
I already spoken but whats the use..
its all just too late.
Nothing can change a person's personality, i guess.
I finally see it..
So what if it has been so long.
So what, if nothing I said can be right,
I just said it like how I felt it but why things doesn't goes like the way I wanted.
Why it always ended up in tears,
Is there no other way that I can pass my message to you clearly that there were not words to hurt you,
just that I don't want you to think you could a hold on me.
My love you was stronger that I know it myself,
I dun break it off easily,never.
Is there no other way that I get the final say?
Aren't you sorry for letting it go,
Why such words comes from you so easily..

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointin' out my wrongs
i never needed pain,i never needed strain.
My love for you was strong enough you should've known.
I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what i spent
I never asked for help,
I take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you got a hold on me.

I don't wan you to say a single word.

2009-07-21T00:41:00.003+08:00

Wounds will heal,
but scars stay there forever.

Looking at my right hand scratches,
i will always remember how i got them,
making me realized how fearful and flustered i were during critical matches
and never i shall be again.
People that were by my side often tends to see them and asked..
But, I seriously dun feel like mentioning it..
The thought of being so fatuous and absurb of how
i performed during my volleyball career..
always flash across my mind.
Seriously, i felt that i had changed..
into a even more independent person..
Simple things that i could do alone in the past,
were done by me now, alone.
I guess people do change under hard circumstances
or rather after a significant incident/lesson that you had come across.
Many things that i had yet learnt like being strong and calm under tensed situations and stuffs like that. Many a times, I felt so useless and weak.. This feeling of mine has not been overcome..
I wonder why some people can be so calm and strong but just not me?
Giving up easily is my weakness, how can I stay positive and finished the objectives that i have set?
I think these are the things that i should learn and one day, i shall become strong and self-reliable I dun need anyone to whine to.. I dun need to trouble anybody. I shall be who I had Calm, positive thinking and thoughts shall be kept among myself, and not others. I shall not get hurt no more, not even by myself, I promised.

I hope my MEANIE get well soon.

Takecare, everyone especially those who are dearest to me.

Things are meant to be kept in within.
I gotta be strong and just keep pushin thru.

Heavyhearted.

2009-07-16T22:51:00.003+08:00

Didnt really talked to him cos i dunno how to share it with him..He isnt out there not that he wants it but he couldn't.. and i find it point to tell him cos he is not even outside.. So ended up being scolded for being selfish.. that's true anyway.. and being asked if the person was him instead, how would i feel? Ans: ...

What's wrong with me?
It 's the longest time I ever felt since.
I never felt so despaired..
How do i pull myself up once again..
when i already reached the lowest part of my life..

Sleepless night again..
what about tml competition?
Am i gonna still be like this..

Why isn't there someone i could rely onto, or rather why cant i be independent?
when such times comes, dun always expect that there is someone out there you could rely on.
Everything in life depends on you, and you alone. Stop being such a small, ignorant and foolish girl, ur inconsiderateness always hurt somebody. Your insensitiveness always makes others feel uncomfortable. Wake up,Geraldine..
STOP ur foolish acts and wake to your senses..

Dejected.

2009-07-16T18:48:00.004+08:00

每当我背对星空
抱着地球
发现自己其实脆弱不敢说

A reflection of myself that i did from the defeat of yesterday'smatch.
Hopeless- Again history repeated itself as i was playing with my juniors but just that its a diff team. I am unable to take the lead and boost their morale, cant even fend for myself, nervous, not for the first time during matches but always..
Beguile ( fool) - A person is born with a purpose.. And mines is to be a joke. I, myself was already a joke and yet didnt know my own limits and aspired to go higher.. what a fool.
Disheartened- Being so self-motivated and dreamt of bigger stuffs but cant even defend for my own position well, over looking the whole picture of what i really were totally. Standards brought too high up and when all was crushed you began to drop to the lowest in ur life.. After a great defeat, and all was clear to me, cant even do the slightest stuff that should be done which was to be focused and engrossed..

traumatize- We lost.. then worst consequence that i had thought of. It came true. Still cant accept the hard blow even the match was over but now I am more sober, I noe what I am really made of.
Many many other adjectives that i can thought of to describe myself..
Insubstantial, unreliable, inconsistent, coward, falliable, frail, easily-defeated, burden.. etc that makes a person that looks inconsequential-insignificant.

Subset- a position that i was playing for 4-5 years, a position which i held onto and was appointed to whenever i was in the team.. A place where no one would have knew how i felt as what i did was not really that important, it can be played by any other person in the team.. just that they have many other ability that can allow them to play other positions but me- what i can only do was to defend defend and defend and maybe set to my teammates and let them score for my team.. I was a nobody in the team, be it in the past or present, and still a unstable, incapable of any other things BECAUSE of what.. OF my LACK OF FOCUS, i dun blame anyone but i hate myself.. why i cant i just focus on the things that i wanna do best for the team.. Thats a diff between a good player and a lousy one- focus and do what should be done. Many a times, telling myself again and again, focus, do the team proud but did i ever achieved it? Never. It is just a simple thing and i just allowed my mind to control over my body. Why am i in the main6 anyway? I really think that i dun have the qualities to be in there playing and telling everyone to cheer up and boosting the morale - who am I actually to be doing that..

It's never enough to say I'm sorry

Many many nice ppl around me keep showing their concerns about me..
Neglecting their concerns and still being like this, isnt what i wanted, but yet i cant helped to be like this.. I really wanna stand up again- but evertime when i thought of my uncoordinated actions and things that i had done to disappoint ppl again and again.. how do I able to trust myself that i can do it again.. I am really sick of failing but what can i do? My actions are always so unclear to ppl and even myself, I say things that i wanna achieved But i do things that make myself become a total loser and disappointment. WHY?

Being at the bottom of the pit.. Stop trying to pull me up, everyone..
I am just a useless and incapable person which I labelled myself as.
That's who i really am.
Just stop it.
I dun deserve all the cares and concerns from everyone.. Stop treating me so nice, it just make me feel more far apart from the world..

A match coming up tml.. and what you will see..
A joke.
A predictable fact.

MORALE up!

2009-07-14T23:18:00.004+08:00

AFter a long reflection and relaxation, I finally regained my CONFID and thought it thru.. JUST FcUK care EVERYTHINGG and JUST focus on what should be DONE MAN! YEAH!! MORALE must alwayss GAOGAO to make myself focus all the time!!! =))) Within a DAY, what a big DIFF! I dun noe why also.. MAYBE .. it is HIm.. FIends.. EVERYOne that BROUGHT me HAPPINESS.. SOooo wanna thank them but WAIT.. GOTTA show my POWER AHAHAHA!! then see HOW first!! Go GIRl~~ I am loving every part of my life so far so good.. NOT should BE SOOO GREATT!! because.. I have just pick up the courage to START the braces process ( currently BOGEK with 4 holes) I have met my triosome ( PIG, DIAnA and ME) .. YEAHH that was a funn DAYY! wish there will be more of such days ahead!!! HE has become sweeter than EVER!!
hope diana can MEET SOMEONE who truely deserves HER HEARTHEARTT =)) AND WISHED everyone can SOLVE their problems AND LIVE UR LIFE!! *PRAYED

When you walked through the door
It was clear to me (clear to me)
You’re the one they adore, who they came to see (who they came to see)
You’re a … rock star (baby)

Friendship always last..

Labels: jinglan && diana

Diana && gero!

SWEET life coming AHEAD>.<
GO!! TEAM SP!! =DD
both team!! lets rock!!

BAD start.

2009-07-14T09:34:00.002+08:00

DAMN! finally blogging cos i freakin soo wanna WHINE loudloud!! STUPId gems FCukin PISSING me OFF zzz!! dunno wad the hell how to put in the phonetic SYMBOLS?! DAMN zzz!! then next week test WAD THE!! Nabehh! do the practise already wan vomit STILL open book !! ARGHH!!!WAHH LAOOOO!! BUAYY LUNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!

YTD was a TOTAL... WTF!!!!
sighed.. TML ..
HAiis..

Where's my Conf?
What the hell I Am doing??
Just DREAM AND DREAMM!! FCUKK !!
I dunwanna be like the past no more..
PLease wake up GERO..

just why am ii so weakk and not determined enought..
where's the spirit..
where's the morale..
JUST FFFKIN PIssed with myself ..
HATE IT..

It's not fair, I 'm really not okay.

UPDATEs.

2009-06-03T23:14:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone! its GONNA be HOLIDAY soon!! YEAH! I LOVE SUMMER VACATIONS!!! okay to be EXact it is MST + FYP + Miscellaneous STUFFS, dun even have the time to rest my EYEBAGs! Looking forward to Volleyball CAMP and my experiments for FYP, it's gonna be COOL, i think.. hmm.. checking the pasteurization temp of the eggs and SO MANY EGGS to be tested!! GONNA start it soon! And soooooo LONGGGGGGG nv update until MISS DIANA msn-ed me && i so wanna meet up with eu AND THAT FAT PIG!!!hahaha! WELL i am not that busy, just that quite lzy because school days are always so FREAKKIN tirringggggggg to the MAXXX!!!

VOLLEY.
- Able to achieve little goals that i set for myself was the happiest.
-Having new and competitive teammates (positive peer-pressure) was a challenge and made me grew stronger.
-Learning to be more determined and not taking a step back because of hardship.
-Ready getting all up to become better, passion is filled in within.
-Appreciating every training that i could have in my polylife, because they are part of my happiness in my life.

LOVE.
- He keeps getting better, making every date, the happiest moments which I would treasured the most.
- Being the person who always put me on the first prior, no matter what.
- Always being able to hear those voice of his, really brightens up a long day in sch.
- He 'll always do those littlest things that make me feel so blessed to be with him.
- Love is what make us so obsessed about each other, tat we could compromised whatever flaws and we had in each of us.
- I believe one day, I will be accepted by him completely, no more quarrels or arguments, really hoping for that day to come soon because there would be no boundaries left. =))

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel

Ohh
Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you've lost your way
What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I fought to the limit you stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don't know where the future's headed
Nothing's gonna bring me down
Jumped every bridge I've run every line
I risk being safe, I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up everything
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
No boundaries
Yeah, there are no boundaries

Music: No boundaries- dam Lambert
Mood: contented.

NINETEEN birthday(:

2009-04-21T20:59:00.006+08:00

NB DMN DL STUPID BLOOGERRRRRR I HATE YOu!
i type BLOODY LONG POST and NOW
its GONNA and i gonna DO IT OVER AGAIn
so lazy to type so mANY THINGS lar DUI LEH
ARGHHHHH!!!!

JUST lEt the PICTURES DO THE JOBS!
FREAKing!@#$%

They were a bunch of GOODFRENS that will ALWYS BRING FUN AND LAUGHTER to my LIFE. WE came from diff sch BUT YET ONE word that BROUGHT us together
VOLLEYBALL. We were always TALKING ABOUT MANY ISSUES in our lives, about sch, teams, shops and etc. OUR OUTINGs are always so FULL OF JOKES ABOUT MANY THINGs happening and FRANK ASSESSEMENTs WERE THE HOT FAV and NOT FORGETTING about wad we would think of WHEN WE ARE SIAN!!! LOL!!!! jK JK !!

NOW about everyone of them..
Lim- ALWAYS the one who nv fails to cheer me up even though i am very DOWN and he is always SO HUMOROUS and NV FAILS to KEEP ON ETING AND EATING LOL!! JK JK!! HE IS MY MOST GIRLY_BRAINED GUYFREN

NEO- THE ONE who ALWAYS MAKE this CLIQUE look like as if there are 3 ppl COS HE IS FREAKING SKINNY!! AND HIS EARS are like MICKEY mouse NOW cos OF MY WHINNING LOL!! HE IS MY AMIGO!!! lOL!!!

KUAH- my TWINNIE WINNIE DOGGIE!!!! SHe is SO KB TO THE MAX THAT EU COULD NT EVEN STAND HER when she is 2 m awy from eu LOL!! and WHENEVER SHE LAUGHS like A FREAK will always MAKES me LAUGH like A RETARD thats why she is my twinnie WINNIE LOL! SHE WILL ALWAYS BE MY BFFS!!!

THe place where they came to suprise me WITH TWO TYPES OF CAKES! DAMN!!

AMIGO brothers!!!

KUAH-ly & GOH-ly.

HE looks DAMN like MR KIASU LOL. ME AND CALAMARI!!

They totally susprised me AND the PRESENT that they gave was so so THE LOVE lar!!
AND SAN PO MADE the COOKIES were SO SUPER DUPERLY CUTE AND SWEET. ANd girls out there he is ELIGIBLE although he got a FLING (just kidding) but its OKAY COS SHE ONLY GLOWS AT NIGHT...

SHE DAMN CHIO, her name is JENNY! LOL!!!!!

AND they dAMN DUI LEH esp NEO he totally SCARE THE HELL OUT OF ME !!!! cos he ws hiding in the slides and i shocked till i hd a fall! NB!!

THEY WERE SUCH A BUNCH OF DLLM ND SWEETHEARTS LOL!!!!

ABOut the sweetest guy i ever met in my life..
HE's the one who brought happiness into my life..
GOING thru the ups and down in our relationship..
GIVING the BEST effort when he is with me just to make me SMILE..
ALWAYS TELLING ME VERY FFFKing STUFF that made me laugh like a RETARDED..
NV fails to take care of me when i am with him.
GIVING the advices which i needed to become a better person..
TELLING me stories about his life and mind games in society WHICH I TOTALLY NEEDS cos i had zero EQ LOL!
TRYING to be with me when i NEEDED HIM THE MOST..
MAKING the BEST HANDMADE STUFFS COS they were so FREAKING CREATIVE YET FULL OF EFFORT!
HE is...
MY FAVOURITE BF!!

AND he took the last effort JUST TO MAKE MY bday more MEMORABLE, which was the B & J cake BaTTER.. DUNNO WHEN HE BOUGHT IT AND STILL GOT CANDLE LOL!!!
ilovemy SILLYBOY!!!!

2009-04-02T22:29:00.004+08:00

Really got lots of things to share about.. But i am just so FREAKING tired.. AND my BFFs really GAOGAO TO THE MAX. FIrst EVENT was ESTEE AND ALEX B'day! It was ORGANISED at fish and CO. THE PRESENT MADE BY JO AND BREN was really nice and touching.. I can see how exhausted and tired they really were.. and feeling quite guilty cos i was unable to arrange a timing to organize this events with them.. they really put in efforts to organize this whole thingy and made the present for estee and alex was also BEAUTIFULY DECORATED.. this PRECIOUS GIRLS were the one who accompanied me throughout my POLYLIFE, FrensFOREVER~!!! =DDD

SECOND event.. was BEACHFIESTA`09 we got 3rd.. Really felt we deserve a SECOND but we tio the STRONGEST opponent and lost so LOSER VS LOSER and we got a 3rd instead.. SAD MAN.. but WADEVER its my first time getting a placing in BEACH COMP.. not about the prize but i STILL LOVE TO VOLLEY and SOAK in the RAYS of the SUN. =)) wanna BECOME A bronze-tanned person INSTEAD of those WHITEY GIRLS althought they say i looks nicer with a fair complexion but I still feel that NO HARM TRYING to be A BANGALAH!! SINCE I AM YOUNG!!! lOL!! hehehehehs!! And RECENTLY, people AROUND ME behave WEIRDLY .. and i THINK THE CONFESSION of a SHOPPAHOLIC really CAN MAKE EU LAUGH till eu have 6 packs LOL! AND it was also a HTHTP session, really ENJOYED it =DDDD * just love the chatting and the laughters we all shared..

And TODAY i went SAKURA! with my COLLEGUES for CHRISTINA FAREWELL dinner =)) wish her luck in everything she does in FUTURE.. =DDDDD i am DEAd beat!

when you calls my heart stop beating
when eu re gone it wont stop bleeding

i wanna soak in the sun with you,
listen to my ipod, relax and enjoy the breeze.
Walking on the sand, leavin our footprints behind.
Holding onto your hand and never let go.

alwaysLOVE.

2009-03-24T00:01:00.003+08:00

LET the pictures DO the JOB!
i m luving LIFE!!!!
i am too tired to even write ANYTHING about them!
I JUST LOVE THEM AL!!! =DD

i wan nobody, nobody but YOU

2009-03-16T19:23:00.002+08:00

Had a deep thought about many stuffs..
esp my personaility..
some of those characteristics of mines really ruined some parts of my life..
like always being so clumsy careless dereliction inattentive insensitive slow and retarded
always being so anxious and cant even control my own thinking.. WHAT EVER lots more which made me such a LOSER - Nonperformance of what ought to be done.
Today went back to the company after my games tour, i screwed up again.. ANd total scoldings for the day was 3. Always ended up screwing things and getting scolded.. it's time really for some reflection..and i thought while i was having break during the day..
Not only this affect my working performance but this also definitely affect my life..
I am always being like a spoilt child and nv came arcoss any hardship.. And nv earned anything that i should deserve.. And in every guy i ever met who was close to me will always experience the same problems.. dun really noe how to describe those prob but i always felt that it was their fault but actually the problem actuall;y lies within me.. Instead of thinkin that maybe they must have reason for doing that or wadever then i would get bery irritated wen things dun go the way i wanted- SELFISH- care-least about any other thing except myself. LOW perseverance also made me being not achieving anything GREAT in my life. And such a LOSER like me alwaays had character clashing with my close ones. Really want to prove myself wrong BUT nv did i ever DID It right..
Despite of all those things i had done above, i had the greatest friends familyand love revolves around me. Insignificant is the only right word i could thought of to describe myself, not impt; of no consequences. Maybe i shouldnt come to this world at all and make life miserable for those ppl who alwaes cared and concerned about me, why is it so hard that i couldnt even do such simple stuffs, why is it i am always the one not reaching what i aimed for and why am i being so easily manipulate and why am i aways giving things up easily??

SERIOUSLY.. feel so sucky right now,. no mood for anything. And dun even want to tel my frens that i am being such a loser but yet still need to depend on my diary to feel better.. IN MY WHOLE LIFE i am always being so DEPEDENT, WHEN will i ever ever do things independent on my OWN!! GETTING so sick and tired of myself, i guess ppl around me wil too..

I love fridays.

2009-03-06T22:27:00.006+08:00

Finally..i can take a BREAK! damn! cos i had been thru one week of ITP.. and despite being a spoiled and uncremonious person since young (as what jiahui said -.-"), i had been tolerating rigid instructions and following quick orders and had high expectations from my collegues. Maybe what i had felt was due to my inefficiency and unfocused mind, because i think i give myself too much stress even b4 anyone lectured or reprimand me, seriously i think al this working was giving me way too much pressure. Imagine that i was thinking of animal kindom instead of concentrating to what they are saying.. WTH man at first i was okay but i think too much and push myself to the limits as i kept wanting to do a proper jobs but with al those eye-contacts from them and kept teaching me new things which was so vexation. GRRR!! But, i still think overall it was still my fault cos i cant be able to focus to those important stuffs and kept imagining that they were these animals.. LOL

SERIOUSLY thinking that i need a psychiatrist!!
Just got a serious discussion with DEAR, he said that if BIRD-brain..
Sad but it's true.. everytime i listens to ppl conv, either i would pass the wrong message or didnt even hear anything because i was too busy dreaming in my lalaLAND damn it!
i think i really need to change this BAD habit of mine due to my future career and must learn how to handle orders and dun get so easily tensed up. Beside in work, the coping of stress is also important in any other aspects of my life like VOLLEYBALL, my no.1 interest.. OF cos my DEAR is also my no.1 lah BUT in competitions, i tend to freak out easily because of the unhealthy and unnecessary stress i gavemyself, which i feels that this would also affect my condition in my games lah.. SO i mustmustmust CHANGE and FOCUS..
GIVE MY BEST!!

Althought i said it countless of times.. maybe someone must always slap me like the bear and unihorn DEER in the movie'OPEN SEASON'. hahah!!! Today actually i wanted to rent OPEN SEASON ONE but no more to rent liao GUESS IT WAS TOO FUNNY TO RESIST! DIAO!
It was even enjoyable to watch with my SWEETNESS!! =DDD
SOME FUNNY PICs in the movie..

CHARACTERS in the movie.

Elliot trying to explain why he run off the marriage between him and giselle...

SEE how ELLIOT makes MR.WENNIE craves to be in the WILD..
elliot says" i am WILD!!'
mr wennie says in a soft mannered" i am wild."
Then, ELLIOT shouts excitedly " I AM WILD!"
And MR WENNIE cant take the temptation and SAY IT OUT LOUD!! DIAO!
SERIOUSLY OPEN SEASON ROCKS!!!!! WOOOOOOTs

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

To my HUIHUI, thanks for making the best out of this relationship and its 4 more days till this month's anni and lets stay strong and believe each other that we can make it thru. =)))

Disastrous.

2009-03-02T21:54:00.004+08:00

first day at work was..
not that exciting..
very SCARY indeed * alot males workers
must be efficient and accurate.. which is totally a so HARD for a Clumsy, butter-fingered person, incompetent, unskilful, unadepted, inexperienced like ME.. :(
But, i really lke become my school that lab assistant ( JOHN) LOL!! * aka FRANKENSTEIN
LAUGHS!
WADEVER.. AND the worse is it was pouring heavily when i finished my work.. SO EMO lar and i didnt have an umbrella luckily my collegue was kind enough to lend me her spare one BUT sadly she took the old one and her umbrella is FREAKING dripping.. Although she had an umbrella but she was like wet from the top of her head.. *so guilty.. sighed But sadly i was damn desperate to go home and the rain make my whole NEW and white pants AND SHOES all SO wet.. and got one road, while i was walking and a car goes by and the Muddy water covered my whole white shoes:'( SAD i can feel my shoes inside like swimming pool.. And my white pants become transparent and heavy.. i can see my FAT thighs and calves.. DAMN and i faster walk to the bus stop.. and very happy but guess wad? IT was the WRONG bus stop and there is no bus to my HOUSE.. ALR very F up AND the bus stop al the male workers like kept staring at me * DAMN wanna show them my KUN TAO BU!!!!and yet i wanna call cab also no one pick up the cab hotline =(( sadd.. then HENG HENG got one cab like towards my bus stop and i faster flagged it
AND went HOME
THAT was my first day experience at work
can be considered * DAMN LUCKLESS la
And the first time i was feeling so miserable in my WHOLE life!!

i wann my Huiihuii =(((((((((

Tell me I'm not on my own
Tell me I won't be alone
Tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake
Cause if anyone can make me fall in love, You can,

CHEER UP, BE STRONG!

Irresolute.

2009-02-28T23:51:00.006+08:00

Yesterday didnt met up with my ex-xlassmate because of some reason that i was late and didnt join them at arena some how.. But caught up with them for lunch today at XIN wang- marina sq =D nice lunch with them and have some nice chat with all and played arcade lol and went to hui's ah mah birthday at the usual kopitiam annually for her birthday and the food was great and cheap and ate till the stomach can explode like that.. lol..

Iresolute-lacking decisiveness of character; unable to act or decide quickly or firmly.

Dear, really hope eu could think it thru.. today was a mixture of happiness and disappointment but i know everything will be fine cos i believe in u..
Baby, i trust eu could make it better..
After looking at these pics that i made.. really glad that eu could be stay by me every weekend..
Really appreciate it lots..
I miss eu..

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man.

Closeness.

2009-02-27T00:59:00.008+08:00

Finally exams are OVER but here comes ITP.. SADNESS

Oh well~ still must go to work everyday, really hates going to work..

hope everything will be fine at work.. whatever..

Quite looking forward to games tour..

thats when i can take leave for 2 days and no need go work =D shiok-ness!

Recently, caught up with BANG.. for lunch and today thanks for accompany to buy my jeans.

Chatted alot about many issues e;g: sec sch life, poly friends, juciest gossips and lotsa rubbish.

Sec sch life is always excitement. Really wish can go back to the good old times where we slack at mos, torture teachers haha.. , play around and make a fool out of ourselves and play bball, eat ALOT that is wad i miss the most.. always got my twin around but now seldom see her le But tml harry's bday hope to catch up with those asses..

Today i aint feeling very happy about some stuffs which i felt that is quite disappointing to me.
maybe promises are meant to be broken, true enough and i experienced it.. Excuses to break promises are just so unforgivable and hurtful. maybe this aint considered promises.. or i am just being too unbearable and domineering or even unreasonable..But i am sure it aint some mood swing or wadever.. but plain DISAPPOINTMENT..

Friendship is a term used to denote co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more people. Value that is found in friendships is often the result of a friend demonstrating the following on a consistent basis:

The tendency to desire what is best for others
Sympathy and empathy,
Honesty, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the truth, especially in terms of pointing out the perceived faults of one's counterpart,
Mutual understanding.

Best friend (or close friend): a person(s) with whom someone shares extremely strong interpersonal ties with as a friend.
Acquaintance: a friend, but sharing of emotional ties isn't present. An example would be a coworker with whom you enjoy eating lunch, but would not look to for emotional support.

A true friend is the Greatest of all blessing.

There are many people we met in our life, but only some will leave a good and lasting impression, on our minds and hearts. It is this people we will think of often.

Message to HUI:

Sweetness, cant wait to see ya again every weekends..

eu always brighten things up and nv fail to make me smile and laugh.

SEE YA SOON! (:

I miss eu.

You are neither friends nor foe. but the one who i can trust the most, my one and only.

LOVE.

you are the only one i got it right.

MISS U.

2009-02-05T01:33:00.002+08:00

Saw this ticker on some website, so cute! Kinda miss dar especially his voice that keeps me thru every night, sad..
Oh well, he's coming back tml from his field trip.. YEAH! But al the assignments and quizes and the incoming exams are giving me a headache.. Tml gonna do fdpresv and gems ppt ANd MUST STUDY FOR PI && ENVSTU A!! @_@ *FAINTS.. Luckily tml no sch if not sure not enough time and at night i got teach tuition SIAN.. hope BABY will come back safe and sound from his FIELD cAMp*PRAYs MISS him badly till no mood to study.. OMG keep reading ppl blog only * waste time =((( SO must be more disciplined tml and STUDYSTUDYSTUDY!!! JIaYOU GERO! (: i can do it! I am strong! *GRRR..

DEAR;)) iloveyou

Never knew life could feel like this, like i nv seen the sky before;
Want to vanish inside your kiss, it's all revolves around you.

2009-01-25T16:56:00.006+08:00

ytd i went shopping with my lovely HUI =DD
i bought a charles and keith bag *CHEERS can put manymany ANG BAOs!!!!
Bought some real cheap ACcessories hehes so happy!!
Around 8 plus we came back smb and had dinner at my house
*YEAH! but when we reach my house, there was nobody around?!?!!they al went to BUY NEW YEAR sTUFFS!! OMG ps! haha but it was relaxed to eat at my house cos there was only the two of us as usually HUI will be so paiseh haha he ate like NOBODY BUSINESS!?!? hahas JK jk ! THEn we watched CARS (disney channel) ,cool.. AWhile later we went to the roof garden and played the new exercise corner =D it was windy and relaxing chatting there with him.. its been long since we had such a long chat! LOVE! hehes!!

gero and jiahui =)* at my house downstair!

Another with his cap on!

HUI piggyback FAt GERO haha!!!

Thats all for ytd!!! hehehes!!
HAPPY =DD i'm just a little girl, i knew our love is so true. love ya.

On friday, after school i went to meet my BHTHTPF!! hahah!!! met MINMIN && WEIMING at bugis!! THEY both got some kinda crazy problems
first, KUAH kept make me laughing while she is trying the mascara on me
and her hands kept shaking, super scared the mascara poke my eyes la!!
and LOOK at the PICTURE b4!! i think eu know wad LIM did tat make me laugh!
But he was inda forced as USUAL!! haha

FORCED SMILED and HAIRSTYLE
his hair cant be any FUNNIER!?!?!

CHIO sia!?!?! hahaaha!!!!

SUPER SHUAI lar haha PARACHUTE?!?!?!

HE looks like he WON SOME GRAND PRIZE?!?!
JK jk hahaha!!

KUAH FATFAT hahaha!!! jk jk man!!

the night scenary of SINGAPORE! ABIT blur sia ! thanks to my CHICKEN WING

KUAH and JIROu at the marina sq foodcourt (outdoor)

ITS hard to get such a nice pics from the two of them!!! hahahaa!!
love outing with them, the stomach can faster get 6 packs lar serious
laugh until like no tml!! hahahah!!

LABELS: LOVE & BHTHTPF

2009-01-20T23:23:00.013+08:00

Yesterday was the FInals OF SP VS NUS (F) and SP VS TP (M)..
The girls' team lost to NUS again 3-0 and we played badly.. NO first ball and like wad coach say we lost to ourself because of our own mistakes. SAD. NOT SATISFIED in getting a RUNNER up! But still like wad coach say we play to enjoy and mistakes are always inevitable so just put in more effort next time round and we will GEt what we deserve BEST! * CONFIDENT =) Being a SORE LOSER like me of cos cant take it easy at first, all the negative thoughts cant stop running thru ya mind and cant help becoming so pesstimistic and pull the damn long face. BUt.. of cos my mood was brighten up when i saw the guys'team deserved what they wanted to be * IVP CHAMP (2009)! SO happy for them but yet FELT SO SOUR of not getting it, NO doubt NUS was really skillful and THEy had lesser mistakes compared to OURS!

Alright.. lets some photos do the talking..
ALL of us SPVT just before the MATCH..

TEAM SP! VOLLETBALL. =D

jirou, fanny, KUAH, JENNIFER, HUI WEN..

our graduating HUANG and HO!

me and AIRLINE KUAH*SMILES

OUR ONG B G ( belly god)!! haha!!

DUring the match.. feeling so pissed yet helpless..

again.. thinking what we should do to defeat them but to no avail..*sobs

FOCUSING and not trying to get all tensed up..

IF my airline got a camera, it is NATURALLY i had SUCH A PIC!
DAMN EU KUAH!

AND now FANNY's turn..

AND HO 's POSE cant be any nicer!!! hahaha!

QUEUEING up to take our medals..

TADA.. SPVT 2009!!! FIRST runner up!

US plus KAREN and OTB! his hand was like 5 kg on my SHOULDER lah!

NEO SAN PO! LOL!!!

LIM PUI PUI! HAHA! WM is happy! his wish came true!

OF cos the whole boys' team was the most happiest in ytd comp!

THe BIRD 's smiling COS EU KNOW why?!?! hahaha!! JUS kidding!! =p

CHAMPion =DD

THE BIG BIRD and the mynah( bird)

SAN PO is so LIGHT!

GRADUATING SENIORS (m)

SPVT *whole team! nicee pic!! =DD

AH bu and MINMIN!

HUI wen AND KUAH!

the SWEE action OMG !!!

GRADUATING SENIORS ( M)

ME AND meanin wITH the 3 CRAZY SENIORS haha!!

FATFAT PIGGY BACK by HO! haha!!

AH pui PIGGYBACK by HOSEHBO!

the graduatings with LPH coach!

THE LIMS! the two to the right they kinda LOOK alike haha!!
JUST KIDDING!!

THE PBs ( pooh bos)!!!!hahaha!!

ME and CALAMARI lim PUI PUI!! =D

KUAH and LIM! aww.. so SWT!

KUAH and NEO! =)

BHTHTPF!!! =DD

HE was not THIS TALL lor LOL!

SATURDAY(18/01/09)
me and HUI 's YOSHINOYA DINNER!=D
SUPER LOVE to go out with him every WEEKEND
cos he is always so freaking ENTERTAINING!!

*YIPPPEEE!!!!!1

Together for the 3rd year =D smiles

HE got little hair! hahaha!!

HE CANT be ANY cuter! hehehe!

After a long and hard day..
he was always the one who keeps running thru my mind.. hehe!
MISS eu !
WISH ur dream will come true that eu wont have any pimples for this field camp eu are having
yeAH!
LOVE.

ENJOY my life!

2008-12-23T17:05:00.005+08:00

i love christmas.

a picture of TAKA christmas tree. *beautifully decorated.

HIM.

ME.

US.

always and forever.
this picture was taken long time ago but photofunia was COOL.

my NINJA boy. *SMILE.
he's so black.. -.-

the only thing that keeps me going on is the one beside me.
ilovehim(:

time to go my friendly match with national small team. it will be fun, i guess, got my lover and MICHELLE, so long nv see them haha!! Update later*

Fish&co.

2008-11-23T16:49:00.005+08:00

YESTERDAY's lunch was ' FISH &CO.'

we ate new york fish and chips

and drank ..
SEA monkey FREEZE!

*SOUR FACE!

YEA it was good!

We watched MADAGASCAR 2 ESCAPE to AFrica!

hehe! 'ohh.. you are so frightened, you are shaking like a leaf!'

haha this is wad skipper say!

And MELMAN was the sweetness!
but a hippo & a giraffe?!?! GODdamn it..
LOVE has no boundaries?!?!?!

hehes! and i watched P.S i love you at hui 's house..

TOUCHED and cried like a baby..

the bad yet sweet GERRY totally touched me to the max!

Here's some photo of us!

OMG! gonna have pimples..

after hearing from him that he didnt brushed his teeth

for 6 days at the field! EEWW!

you're in my head like a song on the radio,

all i know is i gotta get next to you.

smiles.

Some retarded person with the exact face like me!

Wow! okay it was me! *lamE!

NICe drink huh??

Anything for that smile on his face. =)

HE 's e love

Okay! thats all for yesterday cos he went back to TEKONG again!

More update when KUAH give me that thumbdrive of hers to update the

HTHTP OUTING!!!

baby it's fact, our love is true

The way black is blackAnd blue is just blue

My love is true

It's a matter of fact

Oh, and you love me too

It's as simple as that

LOVE

2008-11-08T00:54:00.004+08:00

HAppy halloween =) ( 31 oct 08)

Today i tried to bake BLUEBERRY tarts for mr WU tml. BUT instead of adding 50g of BUTTEr i added 500G! DUMB! gos! tml must wake up early le *sad.! things didnt went the way i wanted toBUT i wan baby to taste the lovely blueberry tarts which i promised him. * shall brg him to watch either

OR

Ithink baby would prefer Quantum of solace. alright gotta go sleep and prepare for tml.
FINALLY can see HUi ! so happy!
YEAH!

2008-10-18T14:30:00.005+08:00

hmm.. it was a boring saturday and i decided to blog! ytd i went to gelare after sch with Mr neO jenan and have an icecream session and i ate the usual one waffle with my FAV wild strawberry but ytd i ordered another kind of waffles which tastes even nicer which is the chocolate chip waffles and i gonna have it with hui when he is OUT! =) then after that we walked and chatted along the way, we saw many shops but DUE to BO luI! so we decided not to go in and take a look! Damn! then evening we had duck rice at marina kopitiam ALSO due to BO lui! then we go there if not KENNY roger liao la! saddd. i remember huihui was going to brg me and eat KR but due to my damn swoolleen zhu rong leg i cant walk and we missed the tasty roast chicken =( then we walked to the esplanande and we sit down and chatted. There is a very good view of the CONSTRUCTION site LOL! but beside it was the beautifully decorated SIngapore flyer with many lights on it making it changing its colours rndomly! and the another side of it was the maybank with many other buildings and i am gonna come back but i will bring hui hui to here to see this view i think he will like it =) and we gonna take many pictures !! And after that we went to meet LWM and M.M kuah! along the way HUi called and i was so excited and i kept talking to him so miss him cos he whole day was so busy training and thats the only time he could afford to call me so i will CHERISH it so much! And so touched that he told me no matter how busy or tired he is, he will also give me a call* touched =DDDD And he is coming out on the 24th oct night and i am so looking forward to see HIM! hehehe! then we chatted on the phone for quite a while about his nafa test also so HAppy for HIM! hehehe! Jiayou my dear you will be strong cos i will be morally supporting eu always =) Then the four of us headed to clare quay and sat along the singapore river and chatted and DRANK red bull! it was free thanks to the red bull girl we answered all her questions cos it was like given so many times to us b4 le hahaha!! We chatted alot and laughed alot alot of TRUth has been revealed haha! thats was so much about ytd!

some photos during the spvt chalet during the last sem holiday!

Our first pic in our Own room!

Another one!

SPVT girls team

DU TUs!!!

Alcoholics!!

drunk ppl do FUNNY things

BBQ!!!

i am gonna countdown till hui is out. There is still 6 more days to go.
Miss you lots..
Gotta be strong to the both of us =)
may god bless us to go thru this hardship together.
iloveyou, Hui.

2008-10-11T02:38:00.002+08:00

TODAY! afternoon PLAYED mahjong with eugene and friends cos they SAN QUE YI OMG !! and i lost 10 plus wad de hell!>?!! dat bloody heng YING JIA so HL next time surely mae him lose till pants drop LOL! haha! Hmm.. finish game about 0800 and sat taxi to nigel house.. and i had bbq with my poly cliques like jo, bren, nigel, alex and many more haha *_* and AROUND 10 plus jia hui called me i was so stupid that i didnt heard his call when he called about 0950 plus OMG !!! damn me! sighed wasted that few mins which i can talk even more longer with him* alittle bit longer.. sighed miss him lots...

GOOD LUCK, MR WU! :)

2008-10-09T16:32:00.008+08:00

Today, mr WU will be going to Tekong! *SNIFF but i know he will be back in two weeks times so no sobings but just wishing him to come back home safely. - Must not make him worry for me cos he will be suffering inside alone , there wont be anyone close to be with him so i must be more understanding and independent. Never thought that the day would come so soon where he already left me to proceed to his national service, time really flies when we are enjoying ourself. Speaking about his first day at NS which i cant go BECAUSE OF MY injured ankle which was disjointed 2 days ago and i went to see the sinseh yesterday to have it twist back. ARGH! now i am still leaping which i walked slower than a snail better than yesterday i was hopping like a one-legged frog. I am quite disappointed cos i cant go with hui for his first day in tekong, but he tell me everything was fine except that he got into NINJA company which is quite tedious in their workouts but hope baby can take it*MR MUSCLE hehe! Just now he called me around 12pm plus so happy to hear his voice and i told him the good news which was there was no fracture or crack in my ankle bone he felt so relieved and me too =) Next week will be the first week of school and my time table is so busy almost everyday until 5 or 6pm except wed( cca day) duh. sian! HOPE i can walk before next monday cos got pract on monday omg super gan chiong! wad de hell! Tonight pig and wj ask me go eat supper and jing lan really dun care about the PIG LEG that i had damn.. but i would love to eat with them haha! TML i will be leaping to nigel house for a BBQ! lol! damn wanna go out being at home was super boring especially when i walked so slowly everything looks super SLOW-MOTION EVEN THE CLOCK! damN! JO says she will be coming over in the afternoon yeah! so nice of her to visit me hehehe*touched. i am going to bathe le so longggggggggg...
And here is a nice scrapbook that i made for hui for this year's anniversary.ENJOYS!

2008-09-04T00:20:00.000+08:00

yeah! it was holiday after all the sickening mugging during exams. YIPPPEEE!! so many things that i gotta to do such as going out with my lovely one and only mr WU jia hui who is going army on 09 oct boos~~~~~~ * sniff ;( and of cos not forgetting my usual clique (ms jo, ms bren, ms estee and ms rach) and last but not least my volleyball teammates *cheers! I LOVE HOLIDAY! and i am going to malaysia`weeeeeee this coming sunday! hehehehs wish me yi lu shun feng and i am gonna take manymany pictures hehehes yeahh!! and this friday i am going to sentosa with my spvt and later SHOPPING for hui anniversary present sighed. i already thought of buying him a wallet cos his wallet got a hole then money alwaes drop lol no wonder so broke hahaha jkjk! and i wan buy him a new urban male long sleeves already aim super long le hehehes i think it looks good on him and buy a GREY berms for him he super need it lar so old liao so little clothing lol! pity him! all the money give me eat till super like ball liao lol!

TML GOT TUITION! omgggggggggg!! S_S

2008-02-27T04:20:00.004+08:00

ytd dear did a mask and i did a eye bag thingy
haha vthen we were off to swensen
hehe we got a 1 for 1 voucher and paid for half the price only
so happy =)
we really talked alot today
it was a happy date
when i m with him, i just cant stop thinking about the song
wouldn't it be nice if we were older, then we wouldn't have to wait so long
just so happy being with him
and one thing that i am most happy about is today the person asked and called me to go to interview
YES!!! woots~ although i do not noe whether i will get the job anot but at least it is a closer step of me getting a job
yipeee!!!!!!
i m going to bathe bow and i am not going to be late
sweetie gimme luck
muack
byeee

2008-02-25T00:03:00.000+08:00

todae i went to see "L changes the world" with my father, mother, brother and dear
hehe i think i will rate a 3 star cos i only think i like the 'L' cos he also likes sweets!!

lols den after that when i walked home with baby
i also saw ah bu they all in the bball court so dear and i came down to play hehe
but we have to take our dinners at his house first
and i was so full
haha
and we took some photos

haha, i blinked but dear looks great
=)

yeahh finally, me && hiim

baby and me
wouldn't it be nice if we were older~

look at him, smiling so happily
haha

and now, he frowns
haha!

i promised to run cos i wanna jian fei lol
and so i sweat alot
eew.. so stinky!
We also heard some very loud noise and it was " CHINGAY"
so many ppl were already waiting for the arrival of the beautifully decorated 'hua che'
and i saw many ppl waving to the ppl on the 'hua che' hahah
after playing bball, my father came to fetch me back home
and i blog this post asap

and after watching 50firstdate, i think that this song is so meaningful
hehes
here's the lyrics
Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

The happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was never ending
Oh Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true (run, run, run)
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married (we could be married)
And then we'd be happy (then we'd be happy)

Wouldn't it be nice (ba ba ba ba ba ba ba ba)

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Oh, wouldn't it be nice

good night baby
sleep tight baby

hehes this song really sound so sweet
=)
tml i am going to eat swensen ice cream yippee!
i love to eat sweet stuffs
and i hope i can get the job really
haha and tml morning i am gonna 123 and eat with jo

baby, eu make me smile ;

2008-02-22T09:10:00.000+08:00

today i woke up at 6 something, i was so ... cos something bad happened i wish it didnt. =(
yawns
i am quite tired but i cant get to sleep =(
i think my dar is still in dustyland wish i could awake him but..
nahh rather do something about my blog
i created two new slideshows
one is about those buddies i had in poly and one is with him.
later i going to eat swensen and i am going bankrupt soon if i cant stop eating.
and my fatness will surely increase as wad jinglan alwaes tells me
i hope one of my littlest dream will come true which is getting a job
today i will also go fill forms with jo & brenda for interview and i wish to work soon
and my another littlest hope will come true which is secrets
it is regarding dear.
hehe
my eyes are still quite tired but it is just too bad that i cant get into bed.
i think everyone is either sleeping or in school haha
i still played viwawa
i updated my wawa and hope that i can get more votes
hehe

sillygirl

this is jiahui's wawa

sillyboi

hees, we look like two indians but we wanna be gingerbread girl&&boy
haha!

2008-02-19T04:37:00.000+08:00

Yay! all the post are back to normal cos i did something with them
grrr..
i wanna post about some wonderful memories i had with jo brenda estee and rachel
after that day which we had our last paper, we went to kbox :) it was so fun and we took manymany photos and here are some photos of us..

me and estee

kbox! FUN!! (left to right: brenda, joanne, rachel, estee and me :)

me estee and brenda

me,estee, jo and brenda

funny faces
haha!!!

2008-02-19T03:56:00.000+08:00

FCUK damn blog
so retard, dun understand why the date are all so wrong
grrr.. wad should i do to change the post
i m so dumb
rawhh!
WAD SHOULD I DO?!?!! !#$@#

MY MESSY POSTS

2008-02-19T03:45:00.000+08:00

today i just realize my posts are in a mess,i dun understand why?
can anyone help me rawhhh :C

2008-02-15T05:34:00.000+08:00

now is already 0134 and i am still not out
why? cos he is playing games with his friends since tml is their last day for some of them
haha dun eu al play game every now and then
zzz
i think it is reasonable for me to feel angry
cos every one should be already out or planning to go out
but wad about us?
and at night i think i will be celebrating my mother's birthday
i had told eu, dun eu remember?
sighed
it is ok if eu really dun remember,
it is ok if eu wanna plae game but at least tell me ur plans for us later
but eu didnt :(
fine
and ur tone in the phone sounds like last day le why am i so unreasonable and i still can angry about eu, eu did nothing wrong mahs
......
in the phone,u asked: " eu wan go out de ma?" which sounds so contradicting
i tot eu were de one playing games and celebrating with ur friends as eu succeeded in ur moderation
.....
i didnt sae it is not okae to celebrate and have fun
but wad about me ?
you can sae i m selfish , all i care is about me but it is only once a year
ha! even my parents is already out
and i mm so hungry waiting for u
nvm maybe i am too anxious to go out with u
maybe i should go watch tv and play games or i even can do household chores
but wad is todae's occasiion
valentine?
and wad am i doing ?
sitting on my chair and blog
it is ok not to have present for todae cos eu were busy and i really understands
but don ya noe that i really wanna go out with eu?
:(
now msn also nobody left only some of the ppl
haiis
i think after blogging i feel so much better, at least i can write my feelings out
if not i will explode
i surely will call him and scold him
but, if i do this it will hurt both of us ,nothing will get out of it eventually
ha
i remember just now my mother still ask wad jiahui got for me,
...
lol i think after reading my post, i dun think anyone should go and comment to anyone or even questions me cos this is about the two of us,yup thanks
but i still wish everyone a happy valentine day :)
and to all my bestie:
happy friendship day :) frens forever

i wish eu would noe

2008-02-15T04:40:00.000+08:00

This year's valentine was quite a suprise
why? cos wad jiahui told me is a lie.
He claimed he was going to plae with his frens in school but actually he went to buy this

hehes ;) although i was quite angry about him lying but it was a white lie and thanks baby i like the flowers
so sorry to misunderstood him and wrote a angry post about wad he did that day
but now when i recalled everything about what he did, he will always thought about me first
why didnt i understand and know him more :C so sorry sweetheart
then, we went to buy my mother gift and went to meet my family
i was very happy on that day and i ate swensen with my family including him
although we two did not have a date sucessfully

haha :)

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!

2008-02-14T02:13:00.000+08:00

todae i went to buy jiahui 's gift with ms xu
i had alot of fun and we chatted alot haha
hopes tml she wil had a happy valentine with her bf tomorrow
and we took neoprints hahas

hehes the both of us looks so funny lol!
actually i should be sleeping by now but i just cant sleep
sighed, going to become panda eyes soon le O_O
just now i had a tiff with huii but everything settled so soon just as i expected as we alwaes did *twist
i miss him
hope he will do well for tml presentation, jiayou baby
wonder where we will be going tml
hope he had plans for me, or else ...
haha
todae jo tell me her true feelings and i felt so glad
was lucky to have such a bestie ;)
and not forgetting my bestie brenda lim
although she stayed quite far but she was always there for me
hope she stay near me haha
now i noes true and simple words are from the really truthful friends i had and of cos my dearest huii will alwaes be the one so true to me ,never let me down ,never
BABY, i wish that you will recover soon,really
i am meeting huii tml at around 12
cant wait till tml to see him again

signing off now, going to sleep bb.

lovesloves
jiahui ;

NEW blogskin :)

2008-02-13T02:36:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone! I m back to blog again:)
today i am going out with guixin to buy something. SECRETS!
jus woke up at 1pm ,haha so lazy ;)
and i haven even brush my teeth,eeeww..
i m gonna brush my teeth and gonna bathe =)
ytd night, i watched ah long pte ltd
it was a damn lame show haha!
but it was a happy moment with huii, loves
today huii went to school to know his results
so worried, sighed
hoped he get good results i prayed ;)
i will blog at night when i came back
byes everyone

P.S i love u

2008-02-03T16:52:00.000+08:00

todae morning jinglan came my house and took her black pants
and we went to eat lunch
=) i went to her house and surf the net to find a cake shop
the cakes are made from real fruits worhhs
thus they are $$$
but i planned to buy a piece or two for dear
cos he has been working hard so it is a reward for him
and after having that thought i went to town with jinglan and vincent
but on the way, i have other thoughts of buying other gifts
but i dunno wad to buy so ask for their help and we went to cineleisure
and walked around and go find stacey
hehe
then they wan watch "L change the world" at 0500 so around 3 plus we went gloria jean
i dunno wad the hell was that
so sua ku
haha! so we sat there and talked
i bought white chocolate mocha
lan bought green tea chillizer
and she bought for vincent mint chocolate ..
haha dunno wad the name of it
den after tha i went clarke quay to find that shop at mohamad sultan road
lol i also dunno where after walking for like half an hour
i decided to take cab cos time is running out
gonna meet dearest soon
then the taxi driver told me actually it was just nearby
i was ...
then i found the shop
then..
it was closed
so sad =(
sighed no susprise for dear
he will be so tired and sadded
so i told him the truth luckily he wasn't upset but he was so tired
so i accompanied him home and we bought old chang kee
den we ate dinner at his house and he played dota
but i played viwawa
and i make sure he bathe and sleep
cos he was gonna have a fever soon if he continues to sleep late
so i shall be a good girl and go home at 10 so that he will be less worried
i m sad to see him so tired and his eyes were reddish
but i m also sad that we dun have a date cos he work ended late
*so contradicting
lol but i hope tml he will get well and we can have fun together again
=)

i wish i may,
i wish i might;

u'r precious to me.
imissu.
LOVES.

2007-07-18T15:05:00.000+08:00

Todae went to sch for 1 hr wth..

so tired waking up so early ('.')
just now i ate MOS bruger with JOJO && ar huii came later then.

[ shrimpcutletburger]

We chatted for quite some time about around 2-3 hrs hahas!

Den just came to DEAR hse and blogg til ii HAPPY hehes thats wad he sae. XD

So long didnt blogg already forget some of de happy moments =((

I can recall one is which i ate HAGE DAZZ with my bf =p we used de $10 voucher
YUMMY!!!

nicee?
baby eating.

me eating =p

hmm.. den i also learnt to plae DOTA lol dear sae i mm a LEGENDARY feeder =((((
sighed *
wishh ii can learn faster and become more li haii.
TIRED
gonna go slp le BB!

euwerealwaysthere ;
sglsb ;;
LOVEme, alright?

2007-07-05T21:50:00.000+08:00

Now i m at deardear hse ,eating and watching SWITCHED! hehes! nice show mush WATCH. Actually i was suppose to put our fishing photos on MON de budd ii mm not FREE *rawhhh due to the extreme high pile of WORKS to be done!! @_@

On sundae, we went FISHING ..

dish is a [seaweed fight]
starring actors

(gero nn jiahuii )

and on saturdae we watched..

rate:*****

It was quite funny and the animation was quite real haha! and dear kept saying "aiiykohh..and KISSED me *opps!! " and ESTEE tagged in my blogg and saying that i didnt post up their photos. Actually the fact was i am lazy and the USB cable kept got loose with my fone Oh gosh.. and i was lucky that i hold my fone in the postition quite well where the cable didnt came out *yippee so i transfferred al the photos to my laptop *happy.

[girl power of DCP/1b/23]
*_*

SENTOSA (class outing)

cool pic made byyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

deardearr, manymany lovelove ;

2007-06-28T20:51:00.000+08:00

Jus came back from school. Oh goshh~ tireeedd , budd luckily i met DEAREST and he is SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET. He bought a BIGBIG packet of hot & & spicyy potato chips budd we didnt eat it cos when we got to his house and his mummy gave us a big bowl of FOOD which she said "It's a little only ,eu two share ?? " I almost fainted. HAHA! Then i played O2Jam for awhile while waiting for dearr to bathe finish and go his BBALL training, his mother and his sister saw me playing O2jam and saed i quite PRO hahahhas *LMAO iwildobetter, i guess =) Den we went off to sembawang MRT station and he went for training le , i went back home. Reached home at around 7pm and watch "SHOU ZU" *quite funny !! hahas!! My mother reminded me that she booked the HARRYPOTTER movie was at 12 july OMFGGGGGGGGGGG!!! I told baby it was next week den he sae HENG not next next wee kcos he gotta NAFA *my godnness ,WHATSHOULDIDO???????? *sighed Iwasreally hoping that he can watch with me cos i disappoint him the last two times as he wanated to watched them but i already watched them =((((((((((((((( no point sighing lerr gotta tel him this BAD news *sobs
go and watched 0900 channel8 show lerr ..

whatshouldido..

Baby, sometimes i feel tat we were made for each other.

2007-06-21T16:10:00.000+08:00

Todae woke up at 1030+ and was finding my tooxpiid shirt which i bought it when i WENT SHOPPING with JO on 150607 *damn FUN. Den baby and me searched everywhere but we jus cant find them ,oh gosh i mm damn pissed off cus i haven even get to wear the m for once and they are missing ,DAMN IT. We then gave up and watched CHAROLLETE's WEB ,the show was damn lamn and yet touching budd wad de hell those bloody animals can talk like humans LOL! *LMAO =O LAter i go bathe and darling go and make the bed (neat and tidy) GOOD JOB! silly boy =))) DEN we went off to his house and we had bought lunch for me YAY!!!! *FOOD is heaven weeeee!! BABY now has fallen asleep and i was playing o2jam *LETS rock!! and LATER we gotta prepare and go to his GRANDmA's bdae at causeway point *SCARED ! I am very JING ZHANG !!but luckily i knew he wil alwaes be by my side !!

IT's JAMMING time!! [0426pm]
wewilbeloved`
XOXOXO

2007-06-20T18:48:00.001+08:00

Hey everyone!!DISH is my new blogskin althought it looks kinda retarded and tooxpiid which i put most of the PINKISH and cutiie thiingys BUT in fact i liked it alot REALLY maybe because of the time i spent on it while baby was playing dota *Winkz!!Hmm.. lets start from the time when i woke up todae which was 10 ++ and i on my com asap LOL! damn enthusiatic. *YUKS YUKS Den my sis brought her fren,SANDI which is de designer of my blog and also a SUPERMAN FAN!! =) LOL luckily they came and help me with it cos i mm so pathetically retard and ii dunno anything about this blogging thingy so MA FUN nn also damn irritated by the internet,sho slow and lagg!!! OH MAN~ den ii finish making at around 2 plus to 3pm YAY!! and i told them i didnt brush teeth yet , they was like OMGGG!! eewwwww.. hahas luckily i didnt talk to them in the face or else they would faint (@_@)

BABY had woke up about 3 ++ and dish was a MIRAcLE *_* and a very funny thing happen i msged him when i woke up that time the SMS goes like dish [Darling! Good afternoon:) lao gong da ren wake up le mahs hehe now going to make clog again hehe baby ar you lose! Bleah:p muack :) sleep more my love :) ] *shy shy clog = blog budd ii typed wrongly and dear woke up and tell me " are eu making hot dog for my breaskfast ?" LOL sorry to disappoint you BABY but ii meant blog. =o and he saed he kept think whether i making clock or hot dog?? hahas!!

baby sae he wasnt feeling that well thats why he slept so long. I actually wanna go there and accompany hiim de but he doesnt ALLOW ='( BABY went to plae DOTA with eugene and his fren again OMG .. ii dunno how he can stand it , i jus cant stand it budd he saed cos he is my bro thats whie he wanna plae with him ... BABY dun alwaes let things goes in his way , it doesnt mean that eu'rr his JIE fu jiu can be bullied rite BABY. DEAR DEAR den later plae o2jam with me he used eugene character (genie28) and i used mined ( xiinlovehuii). BABY i noe eu kept wanting to OWN me ,thus. i admitted i gota put abit water at first bud the last time i tried ii dunno why i lost to you , I think eu had reaped what eu sowed BUT eu rr a damn fast learner ! wth!! sho fast jiu noe how to plae le !!! OMG (^_^) *CLAP CLAP

AND after that we talked in the fone and we tricked eugene into exchanging 60 bucks for 60 DOLLOR voucher.=p hahas the condition was to win the DOTA round they were playing LOL damn lame!DEAR was great in his lane as he saed that he kept owning the 2 other enermies bud their bottom was losing which he doesnt even noe why den later they sae Rematch and he used viper and he KICK the enermies ASSES *HOLYSHIT !!!

DINNER started at around 0700 ++ and i watched the channel 8 show *FUNNY !! i ate those POO-ing stuffs again LALALS hahahs =C darliing i was so pissed off that i nid to wash those dirty plates and pot OMGG sho dirtyyy..EEEWW al becos of that bloody FAT BITCH *laughs she saed i was the last one who ate finish budd eugene was still playing his tooxpiid DOTA lol then he dont wanna wash *rawhhhh!! siiandiao!! den ii had stomachache while i was washing DAMN pain i think i gotta food poisoning hahahs!! Baby was so worried while i was talking on the fone *hehes but luckily i gotta much better later hehes HENG *_* Dear dear played o2jam with me again hehehes yippe so funn !! den we keep taggin together and owned the rest of the other teams CONSECTIVELY heehehs !! IT was FUN ,bubbling!! AHHHhh!!!

NOW is 1137pm and BABY is coming over to my house and PLAY DOta HAHAS! den we are also going to watch charlottes webb ...

GONEs !

fightforourlove ;

2007-06-20T00:31:00.000+08:00

I LOVE JIAHUI C:

[[ WewillbeLOVED ]]

newest updates

2007-03-23T02:30:00.000+08:00

todae i had jus finish constructing 3/4 of muii blog, before lann KB mE agaIn~lol. >.< style="font-size:130%;">IT WAS DAMN FUNNY!!niceeeeeeeeeeeee Dear was laughingoutloud* hahas .DEAR also heat up the fried rice for me `aWW..So swEEt and he took a strawberry jelly for me /thks PIGGY!!! =Pp We watched quite awhile and his mother came back , shE was even sweeter than HIM *lols hehes she MAde dishh mushroom soup for us and garlic breads~YUMMY!!!!hehes dear says: did eu smell de delicious mushroom soup?? hahas *0* JIAHUii lao goNG sent me home after dish and he went to meeet his friends and ton hahas ._. alright then, i shall stop and continue tml(=
*YAWNING
[iloveujiahui]

NGEE ANN INVITATIONAL OPEN(29/12/06)

2006-12-31T14:20:00.001+08:00

todae we meet at 0715 budd everyone was late exp me and lynette hahas !! maybe bcos ytd training till very tired le bahs =)) jiiayou ehhs!!den when we took the 1 hour plus plus train omgg zzz sho tiredd nn legg paiin paiin hahas luckily can sit *LUCKY XD den when we reached clementi we went the wrong side to take buss omgg siian hahas den guiixin lost de resigtration form so mushh go early den we take cabbie hahs!! de most funny thing ishh we reached there den we lost our way hahas NP was bigg mann!! we reached there firrst worhh den no body at there siia den we siiandiiao cos it was like almost 0900 ~_~ hahas!! den some schools came PHS, HYSS ya thats all hahas den b bois are de ONLY bois team den they siian diaoo ,SADD forr them siia come shoo early den zzz =( den we also took some piics while waiting for our turn =))))

eva, micc and miie (BATMAN)

hahas! EVA and ii KISS miic^o2

a field of MIKASA,COOL!!!

see theyy gatherriin den li hann going to serve!!:D

wahhs lynette serviing,shuaixx!!

miie nn M M *thiirteen.osiix ~smiles

2006-12-31T13:34:00.000+08:00

hmm.. time to update muii blogg lerr todae ishh new year eve hehes tonite gotta D & D ,wth??on christmas dae, dear gotta took some silly piics of me omgg, lets see..

eating and smilling?!?! wthh!!

YUMMY ice cream!!! =Pp

hehes!! shuaiix dearr!!

huiiNNxiin ,huii cover de light hahas!!

lovely US!! xiin <3>

thiis ishh all forr christmass, wonderfull night. THANKS dear. =)))))))))))))

[iilurbechristmass]

2006-12-22T18:14:00.000+08:00

TO:MR GWEE
Todae ii had learnt alot from mr gwee (vball teacher) ,thanks to you =)
After hearing ur thoughts,ii noe de job for eu was indeed tough and tiring budd despite de difficulty of ur work ,eu may nv seems to give up on this cca,i must say eu had realli touched me as a teacher. In this camp, ii could recalled de most memorable experience was everyone of us lookin at de sky,lying on de ground and hearing everyone thoughts,it was jus sho diffirent from any other camp.This activity had made me realized de hardship eu and muii fellow teammates had experienced.This ishh a great camp organised by eu and MS LIM. =) thanks MS LIM too,eu'r great.

TO:muii fellow teammates
I noe it ish hard for 6 different person to gather together and plae as a team.Everyone had different views and thoughts about the common thing,budd ultimately the six of eu as a team are striving for the ultimate goal .Although ii also feels that it aint easy working with one another budd eu al mushh remember that eu guys are ppl seniors and now not only eu aall mushh try to solve ur own problems budd yet eu all mushh set an examples for the c'gurls. It ishh bitter for one to stay in de team with so muchh problem and yet unabling to settle these problems within team and eu gotta stay with these unsightful conflict everytime eu every heard or witness,ain't this unbearable? Guys, remember, as a team, now not only with you urself alone as an individual budd there are ppl who ishh working together with you to helping you to succeed,you mushh however learn to be more sensitive to others and being able to cared for others ferr than urself,if eu only cared about oneself, how would others look at you?During a debrief,ur objective should be there to settle wad may seems wrong with the team budd not pin pointing at anyone else except ur self .If eu are de guilty one,please admitt ur wrong sincerely and apologize to the team as this fault of urs had caused everyone unhappiness isn it .Although de quieter ones in de team did not sae out doesn mean that they agreed with wad eu had done in de team sho guys no matter whether who eu are,eu maybe not realized that ur act had caused anything to anyone sho please ask someone whether wad eu did in the team ishh right or wrong.You are now in de team sho wad ever eu do will have a greater impact than eu urself as an individual ones. This ishh wad ii had learnt in the past and from eu guys,ii felt it ishh time eu all sit down and have a nice talk and solve the problem calmly as this problem mushh be solved as time ishh not on our side. "TEAMWORK IS THE FORCE BEHIND OUR PROGRESS." ISn't some of life greatest memories comes from playing and working as a team??you all mushh never lose sight of the fact that the foundation of quality is teamwork okiie =) Guys in de past including mie we used to compare SHEN jiao lian and DE WEN jiao lian rite after wad ii heard from mr gwee ii felt guilty and maybe he was right bahs every coach has each own teaching style.Sometimes we may feels that he was unbearble when he loses his cool budd we mushh not forget how muchh he had did for us during this period of time. I thank hiim sincerly* annd ii would wan to apologize to him when chances arises about muii grave mistake for comparing him and made de cc'gurl now following muii example, Deeply ii feel guilty.=( guys ii am glad that eu guys had no longer did that. PLEASE be more understanding as the coach and eu al have the common goal in mind.Remember it . I noe it may be hard to bear with it budd remember live ur life like everydae is de last dae, enjoy every moment as life it short this ishh wad muii dear had alwaes taught mie .THANKS dear =)
I SINCERELY HOPED THAT NO ONE WOULD BE UNPLEASED WITH MUII THOUGHTS AS THIS ISHH WAD II FEEL DEEP DOWN.
ii finnally managed to sae out wad ii realli feels ,no biasness budd ii meant well for the team .REALLY. GUYS,GAMBETTE!!

thanks dear for being there alwaes =) and giving mie de luxury ii could ever hadd alwaes xiin ku ni lerr=( DEAR ii wanna thank ya lots =))))))))))))))
[iilovejiahui]
`tata

2006-12-03T00:10:00.000+08:00

hahas we took some photo todae *(spy one [eugene], DEAR[ jiahuii] and miee ). It was quite funny indeed hahas!! lets see..

see dishh 3 little redd indiians, wahahas!! *jiiayou jiiayou

gero, jiahuii and eugene *TWISTS

yoyos wads' up!!

nii kan wo, wo kan ni~lalalas!!

COOL man!! woohoos~

Muii bodyguards and de queen!! wahahas!OWNING...

jiahuii, miie and eugene =))

this was muii idea! hahas! =Pp

look at him*eugene =s

jiiaobiins !! hehes nuts?!?!

[happi family =)))]

20061202

2006-11-28T14:28:00.000+08:00

HUII NN XIIN

2006-11-10T21:11:00.000+08:00

todae had maths paper 2 =) tiink caann owned bahs still worry bout it althouh ii gotta confidence in passiin *sighed.=) Jus before takiin the paper, ii got caught in a bigg raiin OMGG den wet wet lyk that go take paper ... haiishh dunnoe how ii did ,hmmluckilly still gotta sm de strength or else surely ='( throughout de paper ii was lyk frezziin lorr luckilly de fan far away from me=) SMSWGOGOGO!! den after de paper, ii felt quite siick ,very uncomfortable den ii quickly went too bathe nn orgg orgg awhile den wake up nn eat ,do ii look lyk dishh (^00^) hahas! jiiahuii surely agree de dunno whiie maybe because he alwaes see de mirror andd sae hey whiie ishh der3 a piiggy looking at mie *dots ii mm glad eu noe tt. HAHAs=Pp ii tiink ii mm actually quite brave to sae dishh thiingy cos ii tink ii mm gonna have a BBB(big bad bear)'s squeeze hahas!! nononono!!! hahas =) budd wad ya did reali surprise miie ?!?! eu noe when muii maid open de door ,den she sae geraldine eu see,wahhh sho many sweets ?!?! den ii was sho stunned. II still asked "who give de?papa?" hahas actually ya online tell me den ii noe de thats whiie ii asked ya sho muchh questions hehes=))) jiiahui, eu rr great! hehes brought me sho many surprises hahas sick ii also happi arhh hahas!! todae ishh also de happi TWOMONTHS !!yayay!! sho happi with ya by my side. smiles.

2006-10-25T12:12:00.000+08:00

Jus came back from english supplementary class (0800-0945),alot of pple nv come (including muii TWIINS,haiiry and Dou -NIi =) sighed*budd luckilly gotta des and xiiaobaii XD quite drowsy in de morning cos kept on sneezin .I was wonderiin wadd he did to mie ,surely cursing or somethinng rite ,nahh jus kidding !Yesterdae nite,ii recieved a present from hiim,no it was two in fact.sho nice of eu to specially come al de way to muii house to giive mie dishh piggy and de smaller bro of muii pencil box(wallet) hahs =)and jus received a call from jinglan that de physics class was actually 1225,omgg ii mm gettin late ,gotta go*miss ya!!
thanks sillyboii =)

2006-10-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

todae nth quite special, de whole dae lyk X_X *sighed.. de whole sec 4 express stayed til around 0400++ everyone seems dead by then,hahas =) BUDD ii still gotta go markkiie *SHO damn tiring!! den come back jus realized SHIT still gotta alot of hw haven complete geo, a-maths, eng .. siigghed budd now ii thiink ii mm realli X_X le haven eaten anything yet=) den in de afternoon, after preparing everythiing ferr goiin markkiie den suddenly gotta urge to go 357 to find hiim nn muii bro =) den he peii wo go tuition weeee!! budd denn ii was late mahs den muii twiins nn frens !@@#$ *THANKS to euu* hees den after markiie still can see ur SILLYface *sho gladd =) lurvin it ~woohoos !! thanks DEAR =) ehh .. ii going to sign off nw ,missiin ya lots * _*

2006-10-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

hmm..JUS ate DINNER with JH ,lalalas(chicken porridge nn BAN mian ) =)) nnniiiccceeee BUDD b4 dat we also plaed acrade cos we go find de JUGGLENAUT =Pp hehes den plaed de silly bball game hahas`ii mm such a burden man =((( alwaes nv shoot go in!! HMPH!! hahahas den de jugglenaut see le also LOL! hahas sho farnnii* nn de BASHI BASHII hahas *JUGGLENAUT sae JH = burden,budd dun realli tiink sho nn yet it was sho fuun!WEEEE!! ltr on,we also went to de NTUC to buy strawberry hahas OWNING! de strawberry was sho yummy nn tiian tiian worhhs=))) whaahas nice man! we also strolled de same old path we used to walk everytiime hahs chat alot with lit`INDIAN boii ! ( JUS KIDDIN) haahhs!! AND ii jus recalled,in de mornin , ii was LATE ferr GEO ,BUDD ii was de FERR in muii group.INCREDIBLE. haahs !! WOOHOOS,!! twiins nv comee siia ,she sae she not feeling well*haiishh sho ke liian den the whole group onli gotta arsenal nn harry !! den ltr went home to plae com budd b4 dat mushh do de grapph thiingy sighedd! OMGGGG ii ferrget buy graph paper agaiin!!=(( ltr de MR.RAJ sae ii lived in jungle agaiin sighedd *alwaes !@##$ mie de lorr SIGHED * tml mushh remember to buyy =) nn ii amm eatiin de red red STRAWBERRY nnow nn tiinkin of HIIM *XIAO tiian tiian haahs silly boii !!
SILLY BOI noes alott bout cartoon too worhs whahas !! POWERPUFF, BARNEY nn POKEMON ,etc. hahas *XIIAO HAI ZII=))

loviin eu more nn moree!! huii=)

2006-10-06T13:17:00.000+08:00

todae ,we hadd PE ,ii played soccer nn basketball.BBALL ,ii was sho damn weak wth..didn score any single shots wads wrong siia..BUDD in soccer harry,mie,lann rr STARplayers hahas we three thrashh another team 10-0 sho farnii !! niiiicccceee !! *PPARceloonneeaa VVSS siinnngggapppoorrr *hahas first blood was by JL it was a nniiice shot with de assist of (gerrollDINOo)haahs harrryyy(tiiiennryy)hahaas !! sho funn ~woohoos.!! den ltr on .it was POA mcq mock test ii thiink ii kana OWNEDD .zzz *TINKiin OF eu=) denn ltrr onn,we playedd de silly COIN game DOTX! omgg!! sho lamme den MS khoo-jiiex jiiex !@#$$% hahas !!
NOW, chattin with MR.SILLY hahas `ii mm lurbiin it weeeeee!!

2006-09-27T13:07:00.000+08:00

Umms.. todae did nott wen to sch!~sho miss anN*ASif (WAHAHAS) `slept till 09000 den wake up study pOA hahas!! SSTILL HAVEN EAT=(( hahas SILLYBOI SAE II MM A PIGGY sho musntn wat sho muchh ler bahs!! hahAs now jus reach his ouse nn show hiim al de cute cute de stickers wahahs ~he almost went crazy he likes WINNIE the pooh BLEAHH sho bigg guy still lurbe winnie the pooh hahas..den now he at her3 LALALAs lyk singin compeitiionhahas sho farnii he ishh a baglalahhpiggy(^00^) hees.. umms..todae didnt go schh ,hmms..should be dun habb any hw bahs `sho boriing in sch ..ii rather stay at home hahas..!~hahas ii mm going to plae cs `hahasii wann to OWNIN wahahs
[SILYBOi nn SILLYGURl]

2006-09-23T23:50:00.000+08:00

Umms..waddd a borrin day!! woke up at 09oo*sighed!Dreamt of a nightmare nn de next moment, muii tears had already trickled down muii cheeks='((*Al be'cus of dat tooxpiid dream of mine *haiisyohh (MOODY) budd still mushh faster chiiong muii revision !alot more to gooo~haiis! MISSeu BADLLY=( wad a saddeniin DAE ! budd al dishh come to an end when ii went out with muii familly hahas hadd sho muchh fun ! we went tu chiinatown to see all de beautiful beautifull lightiin ~nnnniiiiicccceeee=)) by de tym already forggetten al de unhappiness =))weeeee !! sho miis dat silly voice of urs =/ faster come bkkkk omgg ! wad a WEAKLING ii mm! HMPH! noo ii mushh be strong, nn dats wad ii promised HUII,besides he ishh onlii gone ferr awhille..nn ishh retunnin on wither sundae/mondae=)))yippee!! wishh he can faster faster come bk hehes sho xiiang niiiii!

2006-09-22T22:24:00.000+08:00

todae woke up at around 11+ den went to PONGPONG den go fiind MR.SM hahahas he same as miie jus woke up by de upstairr renovations LOL!!he ishh sho piiggy slp sho long till 12 den wake up by dat thiingy upstaiirs hehes!! den went ii reachh his house aboutt 1220 den he still dunno cos it meant to be a surprises hahas *stunning hehes !! sillyboii den he O.o !!! !@@##$ whiie eu come her3 *den ii LOL he keep walkiin around to clear his house actualli it was not that messy*PARANOIDhiim hahas*he lyk ah sao lyk datt sho farnnii ii sat der3 and see hiim walkiin around till ii ROFL hahas no lar *JKIIN wadd a HOUSEMAN!!*JKIING den he taught mie how to controll de dota games ii listen to hiis instruction andd lookiin at hiis silly face,,~KAWAII hahas actuualli ii wass wonderriin at that moment when he was !@#$ dat tym *seriouslly ii cant believe that ii was siiittin jus beside hiim `=))) he made miie realiize wad was ishh lyk to be lurbe agaiin with hiiim around der3 's nothiin to be afraid of. WE also ate fried rice,sweets and chocolates hahas nnnniiiiccceepiiiggy!!! sighed *and he 's gone to BATAM! sighed =(mushh faster faster come bk worhhs hahas *MISS YA =) after he left to findd his mummy den ii started to thiink of his BEARHUGG agaiin !AWWW...budd wait till he come bk ii sure wan sueeze hiim till he X_X*WAIITTING ferr eu ~EEEKK..freako JL hahas ! dun worry jh ii will be strongg fangg xiin de qu wann bahs hahahas DOUBLE KILLS *izaniity!! ~tilll theeeeee ennnddddddd *woohoos.!! eu rawks
[de start of somethiing new]

2006-09-22T00:44:00.000+08:00

hmms.back her3 agaiin!!sho long nv udate muiiBLOG no wonder LANN !!@##$ hahas! jus now jus wentt tuu plae bball with sillyboii and frens also saw TONY,HARRY,JIIAREN they all at 357 =))) todae sho happi after sch jiu saw HIMM nn weijiian,den go KFC*after liiviin muii twiin(SOBS) den go plae bball in afternoon ^SILLYBOI sho farnni (wu jiia KE guii) =))) & gotten bk muii phs and chem mcq sho O_O sighed* one gudd one badd! jh still saee ~wow ! hahas !! (KAWAII) den when playiin bball de tym *felt so many miles apart frm hiim ccos he lyk BEYOND GOD-LIKE!! sho lii haii HMMS>.<> ~huii `sillybearr!!

2006-08-31T22:09:00.000+08:00

todae ishh TEACHERS'DAE !! =) habb an enjoyable dae,it was such a touchiin event planned by MR TAUFiK (he's cool!!) sho speciial diishh yearr de OMG!! an unforrgettablle expperiience=)niiiiccceee todae went bk to JL primary schh *sho spacious siia we also went to see her primaryy sch indoor BBALLCOURTt sho biig OMG!! (green with envy)wahahas!! and saw her idoitiic face on the wall *dunno whether de students der3 saw ler gotta wad reactiion hees!! (dun cal vin hor !!) den also mmet a new fren she 's quite friendly de nn pleased to meet her =) den ltr on when to J8 to find vincent nn friends hahas budd basically we saw HIIM hees WEEEE!! sho ps den JL keep wantiin to drag mie der3 ishh lyk ii dun noe whiie ii would react thiis way budd ii tiink ii mm FALLEN... haiis how ii wish ii mm nortt it jus seems sho uncontrollable *sighed wad if one dae he jus disappeared frm muii sight wth mm ii supposed to do *it jus not de same anymore without hiim *WEAKLING-->gero omg!! ii wishhed ii may ii wished ii miight dat ii would be stornger by toniight * budd it ishh too unrealistiic ler bahs ii cant jus run away rite haiis ii wan to have a definite ans !!! omg !! ii tiink ii mm goiin crazy ii better stop her3 *G.O.N.E.S to take muii mediicinne *lol sho happi =))) is it de start of somethiin new or ishh it another endiin of muii dreams..*dunn wiish to talk bout it nw jus CONCENTRATE on muii'o' !! =))eu made miiie smile-it's true=)))

[when there was eu nn miie]

2006-08-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

ON TUES(0900), 08/08/06, ii saw muii ferr miracle wch was de *fiireworkks ^sHo HAppi=))) dat nite was muii ferr tym explorin alone worhhs luckily gotta some "SHo HUo" if nott =(( denn ii was sho excitedd whenn ii hadd seen it, ii jus couldnt believe wad ii was seein (DREAMING) ,totally!! SWEET! denn suddenly muii fone rang, denn ii was sho excitedd datt muii shii fu thought ii went nuts @_@ ,hees!! den ii wen tu fiiind shii fu let hiim see ..he was lyk WAHH!! niiiice,ii thiiink he also lyk... hahas *Sho TYCo!!haahs budd wo zhen de hen gao xiing!!!

2006-07-22T14:47:00.000+08:00

umms..jUs nW 0900 jiu wake uP gO tuiTioN lerr ,panda 0_0 *bLUrrbLUrr..den jus nw we learnt organic compounds haahs..abiit dunnoe..*SIghh!!NW sho siian den ii also chattin with shii fu..he ShO tired still chat with miie msn wahahs!! we both sho 0_0 hahas!! * ltr goin jinglan de compeitition..sho nw restin...hehes>.<>

2006-07-17T16:22:00.000+08:00

Umms..*yippee... (no strength) Jus finished muii 'o' lvl listening comprehension! umms.. that was quite fst as it onlii took 30 minutes..Siignn ii wass slppiin al de wayy untill de listenin started!! OMG! ii tiink ii was already black listed by de examiner luckily dishh wasn an oral test HAhaS.. Sho lerthagic !!* ii still could recalled dat dae when cuiyi, yan lii and mie went to watch de PIRATES OF CARRIBEAN ISLAND(DEAD MAN CHEST) *ssho niice lorr ..mushh watch everyone !! nn superman return too *touchiin worhh..LALALAHh...*-* tml chem test mushh studyy worhhs!! JIAYOU dunn day dreamm hees!!
[a sucess ishh a journey not aa destination]

2006-07-15T19:04:00.000+08:00

todaE shO tiiRED!! OMG!! 0_0 ,panda!! siiann !!

2006-07-10T21:23:00.000+08:00

ummss..todae SuPer duPeR tiireD lor!!0_0 *PAndA eyEs!! everybody was like half-awake nn wad more tOdAe was a RAiinY daE, everyoe was like sho moody nn sleepy worhhs!! HPmh!! den todae after straight away ChiionG come home nn sleEp!!*-* denn hadd a good bath nn bath !! Sho SHiouk! dOTx.. umms.. saW hErr bloGg lerr*umms..realli dunno wad tu sae.. budd it was alrightt nn in fact ii felt thankful towards herr =)) although ii didn realli noe how did de internal confiCt* was formed budd at least ii knew muii conscience was clear maybe al diish while it ws onlii a misunderstandiin wch hadd caused de strained relationship !! Frm nw, juuss wanna focus , no tym tu waste!! umms!! maybe different pple had different kiinda thoughts nn a conflict don jus started out easily as it takes two hands to clap !!Sho ii thought was dat ii strongly agreed dat both side was at fault !!when it was tym to make things clear, ii tiink ii wil do it!!=)) ii wished dat everyone in the world would be as happi as ii mm!!*_* PRAYIIN hARD

2006-07-09T20:01:00.000+08:00

UmmS..todae ii PS JL hahas!! PAiiSEhH lARr.. ii realli tiired lorr=)) umms.. todae 1200 den wake up siia!! So LaTe! Umms..den STUDy aBBIT till 0630 den mum MUm!!*todae ish jus lyk any other daes lorr budd TODAE muii bro notti frm morning go out till now habben come bk nn w/0 permission someMORe too mUCh!!dishh tym round ii cant even help hiim lerr!! and hE ishh in DEeP sHIt!!YEAHH todaee 2am!! umms..going tu rest lerr worhhs!! deen ltr den wake up!! takkaiire everyONE!! =))

2006-07-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

Umms..todae hadd tuition at 0900!! *sho earLy lORx (PANDA- EYes) agaiN?!?!OMG!! lorr denn go kfc with vin, shii hua, muii Bro and Lann..den lann nn miie lame sii de rest lorr hahas..*SUPERmaN sigN! sho DOtx lorr (laughiin muii ass oFf) hahs!! denn go homme Chatt wit muii SHII FU* iin msn awhiile den go TUITION AGAIN lorr(JUST ) siian!! umms.. hadd a niice chat wit muii shii fu!! hahas!! sho Tiredd nw?! umms..(feeliin low & moody) siian~*siigh !!denn jus nw iin tuition, we hadd a realli damn*bored de debate lorr hahas! about wad disadvantages & advantages does a television hadd?!?! denn de ferr de whole two hrs onlii ii talkiin siia if de teacher dun cal names rites? den de rest willl keep quiet lorr even de guys too.. sho BORING!!! hahas!!den jus nw did abit of dat poa...almost dozed off*
umms.. ii look into ur eyes, ii feel in muii hearTx..de start of something new?!?! YIppiiie._.

2006-07-08T14:25:00.000+08:00

Ummmms..todaee ish kiinda bored lor!! gotta 2 tuition siiansiia! hahasS!HaiiisyoHh! nn still gotta alot of revision tu do siia umms..nvm. mushh 'jiian chii dao di'hees.. den now slack awhile ltr den go tuition again!!haahs~3 weeks never go lerr not ii lazy or notti lo cos gott things crop up las min den nv go ii think de teacherr goinn tu be v angry ler bahs hahas!!=(( *

2006-07-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

YiipiiE!! SHo happI because ii had overcome muii fear lerr yeaH!! *WINkz ummS..actualli also quite worried bout muii result lorr cos ii alwaes communiicate in Pp- style lorr den sumtiimess mix with human-languages siia!! DOTx..hahas umMS..ii tiinkk wee shouldd try tu giiv al out lorr nn GUYS dunn worry bout de results kks! COs if eu did ur best, ii tink tat isshh enuff ler lorr..(4e2 RAWkS) lets starT jiiayoU-iin *dunn notti le!! wahh todae de atmosphere was damn tense lorr it was sho quiet!! Umms.. TANKS tu Mui shiiFu=)) YEAH!!~woohoos

2006-07-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

Umms.. Todae ishh kinda weiird as Jl and miie kept sayiin bout LAme thiingy in de class hahas (LMAO) *luaghin n=muii ass off !! DOTx lols! hahas..den Mrs Chew also Nearly reprimanded miiecoss ii was talkin tu JL budd not ii suay todae ISh JL hahas usually ishh miee de lorr>.< hmms.. actuallii realli quite suffocated by de ORal Ex de lorr ishh likek sho afraidd cos after heariin alot of negative thiingy DEN* ishh like OMG!! ii dunn even noe how to talk properly de loorr den dishh exam is sho importantt *thats whiie ii amm sho scared *Sigh... I thinkk ii now got more confident lerr!! B'cus Shii Fu cheered miie up wiitth a VV lame joke lorr ii was reading and laughiin at de same tiimee*DEe.. haahs!! hmms.. ii thoughtt ferr a very long tym.. ii tiink darkly dat it was selfishh of mie dat when ii came to hiim(Shii fuu) when ii niid hiim lo.. He was alwaes dere ferr miee despite dat ii ps hiim a few tiimes because of somethinggs in de pastt lo..*feltt sho ashamed nn ii mus realli sae dat ii did not cherishh de friendshiip between muii shi fu and miie lo..Be'cus of Euu *OMG ii mush bB fooliishh!! SHo frmm.. now on, ii hoped dat ii wil l noortt any how ps any of muii friendss lerr..they Rr al vv IMPORTANT lo!! *hees.. Xiie xiie nii SHII Fu !! eu were de one who made mie realissed ii did aa greatest mistake in muii lerfe lo!!HAHAS of cos muii frenss around miie also accompanyed mie through de bad tym in muii lerfe andd ii mm LURVIIN I'IT!! ii Lurbe al muii friends deyy RAWKS!! (be williin tu accept a temporary inconvience for a permanent improvment)ORAL exam tmll *ii mushh do hiim proudd!! YEAH!

2006-07-02T21:20:00.000+08:00

Boos!! BRAZIL OUT LE=(( haiis*NO More kaka le!! OMG! hmm.. budd FRANCE realli lii haii lo!!BUdd realli vv unhappy lorhhs..ii put alarm clock specially ferr dishh match siia tu wake up nn see..den they plae till lyk dat(siiandiiao ._.) *saddistt denn todae also late wake up lo!! umms.. maybe de fact that ii mm too pesstimistic realli affected mie alot..dunn realli like dishh budd ii mushh change..Tanks tu[L]an ii realli knew that ii cant put dreams and reality together it ishh jus not rite sho not mushh realli put myself up and start afreshh!! dun disappoiint de ppl who meant well ferr miie esp muii shii fu! thankss =)) realli felt sho blessed to habb hiim as muii shii fu! Dunno about hiim lar budd he realli brought mie bk tu de right track again..yippee!!
eu r speecial to mie* xiie le bahs!!nniiiiicccceee

[dunn let de odds keep eu frm pursuiin wad eu noe meant to do]

2006-06-29T15:49:00.000+08:00

HMM..todae gortt aa badd haiir dae lo =)) Although sch endded eaerly budd still feel very tiredd leii!! umms.. jus miss being in de game manns!! hmm./.now jus wann update blogg lo orr else tat* someone alwaes sae muii blogg hoRR!! PANJINGLAN.!! dotx lo..ii nidd to buck up le
haiis realli laggin behind lor..diiao!!pan jinglan *SUX gero *RAWKS !!

[STAY HAPPI =))]

2006-04-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

todae SMB VS NAS 3-1 siia..sho sadd budd its still alright ferr mie as de team alreadii did their best ii mm sho contented alreadi as we alreadii gotta de top4 in national sho =))..tanks gurls..it has been a great time playin with eu'all.. no matter who hadd taught us..budd ii knew is de passion that brought us together. GUys.. realli gonna mis ya..guys.. tanks mann!!

2006-03-27T11:48:00.000+08:00

jus changed muii blogskin yesterdae..decided maybe this ishh de best blogski after al.. Didnt know tt miie nn hiim wou ended up jus like tt..ii reali dun noe wads wrong wit hiim.. ish it doin de things eu like, WRONG.. no rite.. ii dun tink anybody would tink thats wrong okae..ii realli lurbe de real miie now,sho carefree no worries.. ii jus wanna stay like dat..Whiie cant he understand miie ..after these national thinggy ii gort de time in de world to accompany hiim.. whiie cant he tahan.. euu noe guy, ishh nort tat ii didnt wanna eat with ya..but eatin wit jiaoliian they al ish more joyful,dun weu tink sho..eu claimed that ii onli thought of my selfish act.. eu saed that eu are testin miee whether tu go wch 1 budd ii had already made up my mind.. cant eu jus let mie do the things ii wan.. sometimes lurbe-iin eu ish jus sho tiring.. we both are jus sho nort hapi wit each other rite.. maybe now ish de time tu cool down and reflect bout ourselvvss nn nort askin both of us tu change..ii can change for the sake of eu, eu noee budd deep dwn in the bottom of muii heart.. ii wun be hapi de.. ii jus wished that ii could be hapi everydae..sumtimes after a long and tiring dae, stil mus listen tu your complaints bout me realli make mie feel sho 'irritated" ii reali feared tu cry ii dun wished tu hide behind muii tears anymore..budd sometimes when eu wer lost nn helplees, eu gort no choice budd tu cry ferr help.. ishh nort that ii wans tu tel everybodii , ii jus wanna vocie out as keepin inside ishh jus sho uncomfortable. . cant eu jus lurbe mie wad ii mm now.. ii onli wishh tu share muii sorrow and happiness with eu nort tu quarrel wit eu everytime ferr though tiny tiiny stuffs..whiie cant ya be more understanding and caring towards the little miie..

[confused and helpless]

2005-12-16T11:42:00.000+08:00

juss camee bacck frmm de chalett wibb muii family..sho tiredd!!!!anywayy dat chalet was kinda boredd man coss nth tu doo muhh nn horr still mushh takee caree off de cousinss siaa..sho miss himm nn muii teammates..hahaxx andd ii tinkk ii hadd gained weight cos al de bbq stuffs were sho unresistablee.. COol!!!daa...tmll dere ishh trainin sho hapii siaa...heex..dun wanna miss it!!!TeammAatess jiaayouu bahxx..

2005-12-09T01:31:00.000+08:00

oOo..longg tymee nv update lee worr..vball still as usall budd dere ishh sumthingg missin wch ishh wang laoo shi nn jiaoo liann kinda mizz themm..haiix..budd still ggladd dat dere ishh trainin worr..budd noww de wenn jiao liann coachinn uss..hahax..he looks like winnie de pooh man!!hahax..anywayy guyss we mush look forwardd lorrxx..though we used tu be trained by shen jiao liann budd we nidd tu acceptt dishh changess in ourr lerfe kkz..we mushh jiaayouu kkz..we also mushh ' jie jing shou neng' worxx..denn we will look likee champions worr..

[lurbeemuiiteammatess`2005]
[lurbeehimmevenmoreethanmuiiselff]

2005-11-17T23:41:00.000+08:00

haiix.. jiaoo liann realli goinn mann..ii mm shouu useless siaa..wadd can ii realli do fer muii teamm man..though ii knew these things are beyondd muii controll buddd ii realli hate to see himm leaving us. haiix..whie ishh de tweetiee birdd shouu demoralizinn, insteandd off encouraginn uss wadd kindaa atittude did she showw us..?our atittude hadd changed alot ever since she came nn ourr achievements tu de sch to her ishh like "SO WAD..?"we did all these ferr de teamm mann..haii shee didnt even givee us any appreciation andd yett shee alreadyy had de mindset tu close dwn our vballl cca..wad RUBBISH!!
[euufcukintweetieebirddiihatteeuu]

2005-11-15T21:12:00.000+08:00

hmm..howw shldd ii saee boutt tudae??ii mm speechless..realli ii feltt shouu lousyy deep insidee afterr losinn de matchh againistt hys..ii mm shouu disappointedd towards muiiselff intermss of skills nn spirits, wadd aa lousyy vice-captain ii mm..cant even pull up de morall off muii teamm..andd did badlyy in de game...

afterr we did aa some sortt off quarrel after de matchh ii felltt muchh moree bettaa after keeppin insidee ferr suchh a longg timee..ourr teamm do realli nidd a talk wibb one anotherr..andd finally everythingg was solveed ourr arguementss enddedd afteerr listenin tuu everyones' speeches in thee teamm.. we finally kneww wad everyone hadd in mindd durinn de gamess nn de atittudee towardss ourr teamm..so sorri.. muii teammatess menn..sorii ferr beingg suchch aa useless vc w/o even understandin ur thoughttss, budd plzz givee miee a chnacees to redeem muiiselff..everyone ishh oughtt tu habb a chance to mendd theirr mistakess rightt..!!ii finallyy cann feel wadd sabb theyy all rr thinkinn siaa..nvmm..lets beyones by beyones..itt ishh no usee pointtin fingerr at anyone elsee..actionss speakss louder thann wordss..guyss we shall startt al over again..mann..

Sorri ferr de moronityy nn de idoliciouss GUys,,reall sorrii..

[shatter-edd, heartt-brokedd]

Muii thoughts

2005-11-14T19:52:00.001+08:00

hmm..ii mm shouu boredd tudae mann..Grrrr..hw ii wishh he wil bee by muii sidee..hahax..fat hopezz.KEpt thinkin bout de match tml ii mm alwaaaes shouu amibitious in either cca or academicc..haiix..sometimes dishh characteristic of muii caused miee realli BIG troubles lo..hmm.. noww kept thinkkin dat we mushh realli win ii cant affordd tu let any of de ball droop onto de ground lorxx..wadd ii thinkin now ishh ntt tuu win themm budd myselff..ii dun wishh tuu see de sadd facess of muii coach nn wang lao shii..mushh realli givv muii vv bestt nn left no regrets behind nn guyss lets showw de nevasaeediee atittude nn get de gamee startedd..

[smb vs hys]
[yongg buu fangg qii de jin shenn]

2005-11-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

on disshh dae, we hadd a battle wibb de presby, we hadd lost tu themm and was thrashed by themm.IT was damm awfull, man de gap between de scores were tu wide apart..'sigh' whenn cann we sitt dwnn nn talk properly bout our mistake, how we can keep de game , how can we minimize our mistakes.."sigh sighh.." alreadii smile ferr thee sakee off smilin le wadd whiee everythingg isnn goingg dat smooth ..haii..haii guyss, do euu al noe dat aa debrieff ishh de mostt important thing b4 and after de matchh ritez.?guyss, we realli nidd tu sitt dwn and talks things out man, iff we dun clear our misunderstandin and be clear bout wad we shou tink of b4 de match and how to win de opponent ritez...how iff todae euu al tink lose jiu lose lor..wad de use of plaein de match since euu alreadi knew euu would lose in de startt ritex..

2005-11-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

aa gurll inn ee worlldd off herr ownn wibb herr lurbee-ed ones.Shee habb herr ownn ph-losiphyy tuu guiddee herr thruu-outt herr lerfee.Shee Hadd realizzedd herr biggestt misstakees wass tuu lose him, Shee wannss tuu mendd herr mistakee byy tracinn bk her passtt nn gradually lurbbee himm moree thann hee doess, wann tuu provee datt theyy belongss tuu-geherr.The passion ferr himm andd vball will nott faded till e endd off timee.'iT ishh not easy being mie' she oncee saed.

2005-11-09T21:07:00.000+08:00

haii..todaee plaedd till lyke wad sia[smb vs pgs]. We all lookked shouu blur blur de , dun even noe wad the hell ishh goin on sia..so saddisticc plaed till likeed dat..yuckss mann!!!haiixx mushh jia'youu'ingg lor teammatess!!euu all mushh over comee all these obstancless to get to ourr target de lorrxx kkz..(iff anyone off euu were to see muii blogg, euu shouldd noee wad target ii mm referin tuu kkz)letss givv ourr vv best mann, we cant even affordd tu let en ball touch de groundd siaa..kkz..andd horrxx boutt ourr teammspiritt ishh alreadyy a customm le lorxx..almostt every batch of smb vball gurlss alsoo hadd diss probs siaa..itt ishh ourr mood lor!! guyss no matter wad euu mushh habb enufff confidencee in those 6 playerss whuu were in the court euu noee..sincee theyy rr in nthe courtt theeyy will noee wad tu do,, all ya nidd ishh tu encouragee themm kkz..letss stopp puttin a facee in courtt kkz..disshh ishh a vv seriouss probb mann!!ii alsoo habb lor..iff ii habb mushh remindd miee kkz..jiayou''in leii.. the restt of the matches noww wouldd bee hardd ferr us le kkz..
GIV UR vv BEST w/O any regrets leftt behind...

[nevaasaeediee atittudee]

2005-11-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

yeahh!!??shouu gladd mann!! wee wonn nas budd still tinkk dat we were quitee fortunate mann + ourr skillss, we finally defeated them at 2-1.This matchh hadd provedd thatt we can doo it!!guyss letss jiayouu'ingg forr ourr incomingg matches bahxx!!feltt shouu tiredd whenn ii mm writtingg dishh postt wholle bodii aching siaa..haii!!althoughh ii mm quitee satisfiedd wibb muii commitmentt budd still hopee datt hee will see dishh matchh siaa!!HAix...

[de nevaasaeediee atittudee]
[wishh datt euu couldd still bee aroundd whenn ii nidd ya de mostt]

2005-11-08T11:14:00.000+08:00

givvin muii vv bestt, tuu makee suree datt ii dunn leavee behindd any regretss.

[smb vs nas]

2005-11-07T13:35:00.000+08:00

Woo juss wakee upp siaa shouu tiredd mann..after the continous vballl matchhes lorx..hahax..actualli tired abit niaa ishh onlii watched naruto till 2 pm wakaka itashi sasuke shouu handsomee heex..dunn euu tinkk soo??!!hehex wa yesterdaee we plaed nt dat gudd ya nope, guyss!disshh arennt ourr stardardss ya noe, remember man,winning ishh nt as important as givin out ur best man,ritez?euu see yesterdae we did won de matchh budd do euu tink we realli gave our vv best ma??mushh go homee nn reflectt worrx..yesterdae muii super nt on formm siaa dun hadd ee feelings ferr 'jiee fangg qiuu leii' sabb comee helpp muii, or anionee plzz!!!
timee tuu ritee boutt himm le, hmm, quarrelled againn bahhx, haii henevareallligiveeathoughttbouttmuii, datswaddiitinkk theedaeeb4 yesterdae ishh muii hapiest daee mann,as heeshowweddmieedatheecaress,althoought datt wass tuu sendd miee homee onllii budd dattimmpresseddmiee mann..hmmmbudd wad happenedd yesterdaee nehxx.?we tokk onn e fonee, budd he aintt tokinn tuu miee mann, he juss keptt quiett nn waitedd ferr miee tu speakk up...haizz ii hadd beenn waitinn shouu longg tuu talkk tuu imm nn yett dishh ishh waddd ii gett, hmphh,maybee ii shldd juss forrgivee nn ferggett againn coss all dishh ishh wadd ii owedd himm in ee pastt bahxx!!
ferrgoddsakee plzz understanddwaddiimmgoinnthruuiffyastillaman.

[theenevaasaeedieeatittudee'vballteamm]

[wibb themm nn euu,dishh makeessmuii lerfee even meaningful]

2005-10-21T09:58:00.000+08:00